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Gripping his hip for stability, I try to ignore the feel of him solid and real beneath my fingertips. I tell myself I just have toget him off, and then he’ll leave me alone, but I don’t think it’s the truth.

I tug down his zipper and feel his huge cock straining against the fabric. Drawing in a shaky breath, I look up at him. “Do you want me to pull them down?”

His lips tug up, and he presses a button on the camcorder. I watch, confused, as he closes the screen and sets the camera aside, but I’m still waiting for an answer.

He offers his hand.

Tentatively, I take it.

He pulls me to my feet, and I feel an initial burst of relief before I realize I may be getting ahead of myself.

He walks me over to the bed and stops at the foot.

“Turn around to face me. When I get the camera and start walking over here, you’re going to keep your eyes on me and take off your panties.”

“Silvan, I… I don’t want anyone to see a video of me.”

He ignores me; his attention caught on my lips. His brow furrows, and he murmurs, “We need to rough up this mouth a little first.”

My heart stalls because I’m not sure what that means, but my brain goes straight to violence.

Would he hit me?

I can’t imagine he would, but I don’t really know him that well.

I lurch away as he reaches for me, but he grabs my neck and my waist, pulling me in and trapping me. I struggle to get away, but his mouth crashes into mine with startling brutality. I cry out and gasp at the force, still struggling to break free ashe holds me captive and ravages my mouth more savagely than when he’s kissed me before. It feels less like hunger and more like an assault.

I’m shaking when he finally breaks the kiss.

I want to curl up in a ball in the corner and find safety, but he won’t let me cower. He won’t let me go.

“Silvan, please. I just want to go home,” I whisper.

He keeps me pulled against his chest. He’s solid and unyielding, but right now, it feels more like a wall I’m chained to than a haven I can count on for safety. “First, you’re going to do what I told you to.”

I lie to myself that maybe if I do what he wants, he’ll let me go.

I can’t make myself believe it, though, so my body trembles in the sudden cold as his body heat leaves me, and he walks away to grab the camera.

Chapter Eighteen

Silvan

She’s shaking as I stalk toward her with the camcorder on.

Doing her best to please me, though, she pushes her panties down past her lovely thighs. A tear streaks down her cheek as she bends to shove them below her knees, and then the fabric pools on the floor at her feet. Her tremulous gaze meets mine, and when she thinks it’s what I want, she steps out of them.

Such a good girl.

The heartless lens of this old camcorder might interpret her as pitiful, but to me, she’s a goddess. An angel. The loveliest sacrifice I’ve ever seen.

The woman of my fucking dreams.

It’s no wonder I’m fucking obsessed with her. She’s perfect. I’d have to be a fool not to be, and I am no fool.

I turn off the recorder and chuck it on the bed, catching Sophie’s waist and sliding my other hand around her neck. She gasps as I pull her in for a kiss, her hands naturally rising to push at my chest, but I ignore the pressure and walk her back until her legs hit the mattress.

Her lips are soft and pliant beneath mine. She tastes like cherries. I fucking love cherries, especially mixed with the natural flavor of her skin.

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