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“Yes, that. But you have my attention now.”
I could tell I did by the change in her voice so I launched into the whole story starting with the Hide and Seek plan and ending with the full body hug and dictate from Vanessa, my new Mommy. Well at least she was my test Mommy?
Brynn squealed so loud in my ear at my news that I thought it would be ringing for the rest of my life.
“So you’re going to have a Mommyanda Daddy. Why am I not surprised you need two tops to keep you in line? You’d be too much of a handful for only one.” She giggled.
She wasn’t wrong. I enjoyed being bratty, and really loved being forced to endure punishments that I didn’t necessarily want.
It was kind of hard to reconcile in my own mind, but there wasn’t much I could do about it. I was who I was, and the Ranch was the only place I could exercise my brat muscle the way I needed to. It was the most amazing form of therapy. I was so thankful to Master Derek, who allowed me to teach a class one night a week at the university in exchange for visits to the Ranch whenever I needed. If I didn’t need my teaching job at Porter’s Corner High School to help me support my aging parents, I would move in full-time.
“So what time are you meeting them?” Brynn brought me back to the present with her question.
“We’re having dinner together at five-thirty.”
“And then what?” She urged.
“I don’t know Brynny! I guess I’ll get punished? I have no idea. I agreed to submit to them and to try out a relationship, whatever that means, but I just don’t know?”
“What don’t you know? This is like a dream come true for you!”
“I know, but I’ve never been with a woman. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do!”
“I’m gonna tell you the same thing you’ve told me a million times, stop thinking. The beauty of this lifestyle is you don’t have to know what to do. You made the choice to submit now you just need to do that job. Let them lead you. That’s their job.”
She was right. Falling back on my bed, I fiddled with the binky in my hand.
“Thanks Brynny. I love you. I’m gonna take a little nap before I have to go back to class.”
“I love you too. Sleep good and call me when you can. I can’twaitto hear about your night.”
“I will. Bye, bestie.”
“Byeeeeee.”
Before I even hit the end button, I put my binky in my mouth. I was really beginning to become addicted to the soothing feel of it in my mouth. Not wanting to buy more trouble, I set an alarm on my phone and snuggled in for some sleep. I didn’t know what the night was going to bring me and I wanted to be well rested in preparation for it.
* * *
Before I knew it, it was five-thirty and I was standing at the mouth of the Littles’ wing hall with my backpack packed for an overnight stay, just in case. Fighting the urge to put my binky in my mouth, I checked my pocket to make sure it was still there. That alone was enough comfort to get me through for the moment. I watched as the Landrys made their way toward me hand in hand. Vanessa wore a smile that reached all the way up to her eyes, but Zack’s was a little more reserved.
It made me feel a little self-conscious. Did he even want to do this? I couldn’t go into a new and scary situation if everyone wasn’t on the same page. I didn’t want to end up a third wheel, or bring any kind of contention to the couple.
“Hello, little one. Are you ready for dinner?” Vanessa asked.
I nodded and took her offered hand.
“What did I say about verbal replies?” Her tone was commanding, yet kind. It made me want to obey, but calling her Mommy… that would be difficult.
“Y-yes, Ma’am,” I attempted.
She eyed me speculatively. “I know you didn’t forget what title I’ll ask you to use, but since we haven’t had the chance to talk about your decision to accept our offer I will let it slide. For now. C’mon, let’s go and eat so we can get to know one another.”
It was a quiet walk back to their suite, and by the time we reached the door, my nerves were vibrating through my body. I froze when they opened the door, my feet refusing to move forward.
“Having second thoughts, little one?” Vanessa asked.
“I dunno.” I looked up at her, then at Zack. The words poured out of my mouth before I could even think twice. “Do you even want me here? You haven’t said anything this whole time and you just keep looking at me funny.”
