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“You can’t be good, it’s not in your blood. You insist on acting up, begging for dick. Why? Why mine, Bailey? What do you feel? Tell me?”
She pushed her ass against him, needing him to fill her, but again, he only pushed in halfway, gripping her hips for full control.She would have given him anything right then, especially with her wolf howling in her mind to mark and claim her mate. But she knew what he wanted.He needed to her to say it. To acknowledge the mutual need.
“I’m drawn to you. I can’t get you out of my head. I can’t eat or sleep without you. It’s impossible to function. You’re my everything. I…Fuuuuuck, Nas. I need only you. Please…please.” She practically sobbed her need, and she had never felt so vulnerable, so dependent on someone in that moment. It scared her for a split second before he slammed into her fully, and her body hummed to life.
She writhed and bucked against him, matching his rhythm, moving her hips against his aggressively. A deep pressure built, taking over her whole body with each thrust, and his balls drummed against her clit as he pounded into her.
When he stuttered and groaned, reaching under her ass to apply more pressure to her clit, it pushed her over the edge where she’d been hovering happily. She gripped the edge of the desk, grunting like an animal against the wood as she came longand hard.Still riding the end of her climax, he rolled her onto her back, legs spread wide, and plunged back into her for only a few pumps, extending that satisfactory lull of pleasure. But when he pulled out, his cum spurted all over her spread pussy, and he slid through her slit leisurely, his thumb swiping over her, spreading it around before he pushed it back inside of her haphazardly.He looked like he was in a trance, mesmerized by his own actions, and in that moment, she had a sense of panic.
He was her mate.
Wolves couldn’t impregnate each other unless they were mates, so no one ever worried about pregnancy or diseases, and multiple children were hard to come by in their communities, so no one tried to stop pregnancies. Chosen mates could get pregnant only after marking and claiming. Fated mates could get pregnant at any time. It was much more likely during a heat, but not guaranteed. What the fuck was she thinking all week?
She ran through every piece of knowledge she had, trying to think. This is exactly how she got her sweet nephew, Kuraii. It had only been the first week of meeting each other for Ava and Makaii. And she-wolves go into heat within seven days of meeting their mates.
But she hadn’t had a heat. It had been what…thirteen days? Would it still happen? Or because his wolf hadn’t recognized hers, she wouldn’t have one?She couldn’t get pregnant until her first heat, she was sure of it. Hopefully.
Fuck. None of this occurred to her until now, and her thoughts flicked rapid-fire from one extreme to the next.No. No. No.
Nas pulled away, disappearing down the hall, probably into the bathroom, and she laid there, still splayed out, covered in his jizz, worried suddenly about pregnancy.She took several deep breaths, trying to think this through logically. She had to have a heat first, no matter what. That was rule one. Yes. That was right.
She had calmed down considerably from the momentary panic attack by the time Nassau came back with wet napkins. Gently, he wiped her thighs, and then she took back control of her fear, shaking off her sudden anxiety with a smile.
“Look at that. Fun was had by all. All you had to do was stop being a wet noodle.”
But he had blanked his face back to his regular stoic self while he watched her get dressed, eyes lingering on her breasts as she snapped the bra on, before he turned away to pick up all the fallen papers. She bent to help him after dressing, nervous in his silence, never knowing what was going through his mind.
When they were done, she grabbed another napkin and searched for some cleaner for the desk. There would be a stain if she didn’t get it out now.
“You got any spray cleaner? Don’t think you want your dad sniffing my pussy juice forever.”
He finished tucking his shirt into his jeans and opened the door for her. “Leave it.”
“That’s too weird, Nas. You want me to super soak your bed for you? Maybe a saddle, or your favorite hat, I can do that. But your father’s desk, too weird even for me…”
“He’s retiring. I’ll be taking over, and this will be my office by next week.”
“Oh.”
She looked long and hard at his face. She couldn’t feel all his emotions without a complete bond, but she didn’t need it to know he was unhappy with that idea.
“Is that what you want?”
“Doesn’t matter. It’s what’s expected.”
“Well, that’s bullshit. You don’t have to do things you don’t want to do. You’re a damn good trainer.”
“That’s how it is here. We run like a machine. It’s what has kept our lives safe from the outside world for 170 years now. There are bigger things at play than what I want.”
“But—”
“Drop it. We don’t do things like Aisling for a reason. I don’t have choices like you do.”
His words stung for so many reasons, and she hurt for him. Not because of what she was going to do to him this time, but because of what he was doing to himself. Out of duty.
“Well, then I’m happy to be of service. Let me know what else you want me to stain before…ya know…tomorrow.”
She patted his stomach before brushing past him, hiding the sadness she felt for him. “You’re coming to the packhouse tonight for the big dinner with your parents, right?”
