Page 57 of Stand and Defend


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He leans forward and grabs my chin, getting right in my face. “Then fucking act like it.”

Oh my god.The way he speaks in that tone. Flames lick at my neck, and I’ve never wanted it more.

“Make it wet.”

I spit on his length and slide my lips over him. He smiles. “Be my messy girl.”

I’ve never been spoken to this way or treated like this, and I can’t get enough. I moan around him and take him deeper but gag. Before I can feel mortified, his voice cuts through my negative thoughts.

“Ugh, I love that sound. It’s okay if you choke a little...”

If that didn’t deter him, I’ve got nothing to lose. His encouragement spurs me on, and I go all in. I stop worrying about what he might think. All the little rules from Bryan go out the window. I take him deep, letting myself drool around his erection, swirling my tongue under the ridge. Exploring him with my tongue. It’s everything Bryan would hate—which makes me love it even more. The uncouth slurping sounds, the gagging, the spit, all of it. It’s freeing. I can do what I want.

He growls. “Oh fuck, Sunshine. You were holding out on me.” He sucks air in through his teeth and grunts. “Ugh, this is my fucking fantasy. Look at me.”

When our eyes meet, it’s like I can’t control myself. His are dark and filled with lust, as if he’s warring between anger and ecstasy. It’s the greatest aphrodisiac seeing how turned on I can make him. It’s my fantasy too, being with someone who’s as into it as I am. It’s empowering.

“Oh, you’re a fucking pro. Goddamn it, Jordan. Why were you hiding this side of you?”

I let his words wash over me and build my confidence.The piercings aren’t as scary as I thought they would be, they’re fine as long as I keep my tongue on them, where I know they’re safe.

“Grab my balls like this...” With his hand over mine, he wraps my hand around the base and tugs, and when he lets go, I repeat the movement, and he groans while letting out a laugh. “Fuck. You’re doing so well.” His hands thread into my hair and push the strands away. He stares down at me, stroking my cheeks.

“You sure are easy on the eyes, aren’t you? Yeah... you know you are.” He goes quiet, and he looks down on me likeI’mthe one being worshipped. His eyes appear entranced as he stares. “So fucking beautiful,” he whispers, though I’m not sure he even realizes it. He leans back on his hands, his head tilted to the side, giving me room to work.

He’s a great partner, and knows exactly what I need to keep going. I whimper, and he smiles big. The sound snaps him out of the sex haze.

“Hearing you enjoying yourself drives me wild.” I moan, and he cups my cheek, smiling. “This is still your blowjob,youare in control.”

I’ve never had this before. It’s rewarding as hell to make him hard, feel him twitch in my mouth. See the sharp inhales, the way his jaw clenches and relaxes. Watch his head loll to the side as he regards me with reverence. No one has ever looked at me the way he does, and my skin buzzes all over. I get to choose how much pleasure to give him. I have the power.

He wraps my hair around his fist. “Do you like how this feels?”

I nod.

“Yeah? I’m going to pull a little bit. If it feels good, make a noise telling me you like it. Too hard, and you tap my leg.”

I nod again. As soon as he adds tension, I hesitate. My eyes find his, and they’re filled with trust. Suddenly, my scalp prickles, and it shoots straight to my core. It’s rough and commanding, but in a different way than I’ve experienced. His watchful eyes are studying my reaction. The firmness increases, and it’s a mixture of pain and affection. He’s not trying to hurt me. He’s not Bryan. I moan, and he tightens his hold. The more pressure he adds, the greater the sensation. The trust between us grows with each strained tug. I love it. Humming around him until it starts to hurt more than feel good, I tap his leg.

“You like it rougher than I thought you would.”

He works my scalp and alternates between stroking my cheek with a feather touch and pulling my hair. It’s magnificent. It’s like feeling real pleasure for the first time. Unfortunately, my jaw is getting sore. He must sense it because he smiles and asks, “Do you want a break?”

I nod and pop off him. This is thrilling. I felt powerful, desired, wanted, all the things I’d been missing. He strokes himself while watching me. I bite my lip as I watch the erotic scene taking place.

“Jordan, you did such a good job. If you want, we can try again later or try something new.”

Seeing him touch himself and smiling while I watch, gets me wetter by the second. “I want to try again.” I need my mouth around him. I already miss it.

He grins, with a sparkle in his eye, as if he’s proud of me. “This time, I’m going to try and set the pace by holding your head. If it’s too much, you tap my leg like you did before, okay?”

What does that mean?“Too much?” I ask.

“If you need to take a breath, or don’t like it, or want toend. Remember, you don’t need a reason to stop other than simply wanting to stop. Got it?”

“Mm-hm.”I love that. I can stop any time, just because.

“Open up for me,” he instructs. I do, looking up through my lashes and feeling sexy as hell. His mouth opens with mine. Like he’s trying to convince me to eat. He slides between my lips, and my eyes roll. “Oh, you like this, don’t you? There you go, Sunshine. Just like that...Fuck.Your mouth feels so good.” My self-esteem rises even higher. “I’m going to guide you.”

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