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“Good thinking.” I give a sage nod for him to continue.
He laughs and bends to peck my lips. Then he straightens and bites into the condom wrapper. I pout because I know he’s not going to allow me to finish.
I’m not too disappointed as the throbbing between my legs increases to a full-on heartbeat from just stroking and sucking him. Knowing he’s about to shove this heavy thing into me, I allow myself to take in the details.
The weight of his penis in my hands seems to become ginormous. My lips part and I knit my brows. Down here with it in my face, it’s very intimidating.
It’s not just thick-looking; it’s long. I get why it has always felt so heavy resting against me. Any time he’s gotten hard while we made out or while he’s brought me pleasure, I’ve felt it.
There’s so much hair around it, but a much darker blond than the hair on his head. I watch in awe as he places the condom over his length.
He rolls it on smoothly, reminding me this isn’t his first rodeo. Trevor has been with other girls and has had two years to learn more than I know—that is, if he only started at eighteen. I start to get nervous.
“What if I’m really bad at this?” I blurt out.
A frown comes to his face. He lifts me from my knees and walks me back until he’s climbing over me on the bed. He settles between my legs and leans on one arm as he reaches beneath my chin to lift my head with the other.
He waits until I make eye contact with him and looks me deep in the eyes. I fall right into his gaze. It’s like coming home.
“Today, we make love to each other; that’s all that matters. Allow my body to guide yours. Feel me as I feel you. If you don’t like something, tell me. Other than that, trust your instincts and follow mine,” he says then crushes his lips to mine.
I go with it. Trevor makes it so easy for me to relax. His hands and lips lull me into a sense of comfort and safety. I want this more than anything.
I’m trusting my heart. At the moment, it trusts him. So much so it feels like it’s trying to jump from my body to get to him.
He moves his lips to my neck and begins to kiss me there until I begin to laugh. His stubble is tickling me. I noticed earlier that he didn’t seem to have shaved today.
My laughs turn to moans as he sucks my skin into his mouth and palms my butt in his hands. He kneads my flesh and continues to suck and roll his tongue against my skin. I lock my fingers in his hair and tug.
“Trev, honey. Oh my God.”
He places my weight back down on the bed and gently places his on me as he relaxes in place between my thighs. Moving his lips back to mine, he cages my head between his arms. I run my nails down his back as he kisses me and grinds against me.
“We don’t have to do this,” he says as he breaks the kiss and searches my face.
“Need I remind you again? Bears and honey.”
He chuckles and shakes his head. Then he kisses me hard. It’s a hungry kiss. I feel it deep down in my toes.
“Oh,” I gasp as he begins to push into me.
“Relax,” he whispers and drops kisses all over my face.
Reaching for my hands, he laces his fingers with mine and raises our entwined hands over our heads. I tighten my hold as he pulls out and pushes back in. My juices allow for him to slide in.
As if knowing it’s coming, he covers my mouth as I scream, capturing the sound as he pushes through my barrier. He tightens his hands over mine as he settles deep inside me.
We lock gazes as he groans. Tears roll back into my ears. I can feel him pulsing inside me.
“Are you okay?”
I nod as I work my mouth and hold back groans of pain. He kisses my forehead then my nose. Slowly, he begins to move again.
“I’m sorry. It will get better. I promise,” he says tightly.
I bob my head, unable to say anything. It does begin to feel a lot better. He latches on to my neck and begins to suck, making my eyes roll back in my head.
I’m vaguely aware of the loud rain still falling outside like a soundtrack to our lovemaking. It feels like the perfect day, the perfect moment. I get lost in it all. The rain, the feel of his big body on top of mine. The pain, and then the pleasure, which slowly begins to lift its head.
