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And I’d been denying Sean what we both drew breath and happiness from.
I’d been a fool.
“I’m sorry,” I choked out to both her and the young man killing me with his heartache. “So fucking sorry.” My voice broke, and I pulled Sean forward, taking his mouth, pouring every bit of sorrow and desire welling inside me into our kiss.
He fisted his hands in my shirt, whimpering, the desperation in him rolling over me in waves. “Matteo,” he breathed against my lips.
“I know, sweet boy.”
I encouraged him off my lap but only because I wanted him in my bed. Without words, we stumbled our way upstairs, shedding clothes and sharing hungry kisses as we went. Naked, Sean fell onto my mattress, and I followed him down, blanketing his warmth with my own.
He moaned, arching his back and grinding his hard length against mine. I expected him to toss out orders about putting my dick in his greedy hole, but he held quiet for a change, allowing his body—and me—to lead in every way.
Sean’s submission to the energy between us was nothing short of breathtaking. To watch a creature owned by instinct relinquish control filled me up with a sense of rightness I’d never thought I would find again.
Pre-cum smeared between us as we writhed together in heated desire.
I’d been wrong to withhold affection and praise from him. I’d been owned by fear rather than the gift of the bond we shared. Those ideas of not being enough for him? They were shattered by the trust in Sean’s eyes. The thought he would grow bored with me was wiped from my mind with his grasp to clutch me closer.
“I will never regret falling for you, Sean—ever. And I’m not going to waste another moment enjoying the gift of your sunshine in my life.”
Tears once more filled his eyes, and I kissed him gently before he could reply.
“Let me love you,” I whispered against the soft pillow of his lips, and his soft sob broke me.
Chapter 30
Sean
And I’d thought Matteo had made love to me the last time we’d been in his bed.
We went without a condom since we’d discussed clear test results after our first night together, and his slickened flesh stroking into my body as we held each other was beyond blissful. Heavenly in breath-stealing splendor. Other-fucking-worldly with heart-stopping euphoria. The gasps and groans escaping between our mouths plastered to each other turned me on as much as his thick dick filling my ass.
There was nothing between us. Two bodies couldn’t be any closer than we were, but it still wasn’t enough.
Emotions rolled through me, some glorious and achingly sweet, others tainted from deep wounds.
I wrapped my legs around my lover’s back, holding him tight to me as tears trickled from my clenched eyelids. Regardless of the heavy sadness in my chest, I would come from the friction of his lower abs against my aching length squished between us. Having his full attention, his complete acceptance of who I was, flooded me with thankfulness for how fate had brought us together.
Matteo had given in to the pull between us without my manipulating him, and I refused to be sorry for going against his wishes. I would do everything in my power to protect him?—
“Sean,” he whispered against my mouth, the swivel of his hips while fucking slowly into me sending my eyes rolling back into my head.
He felt so, so good inside me…owning me, sinking deep with luscious, slow strokes.
“I’m gonna come,” I gasped as my taint starting to spasm.
Matteo lifted his head from mine, and our gazes caught as my release tore through me.
“So beautiful,” he murmured, holding my face while I came undone beneath him. “Such a good boy—my sweet Sean.” He swallowed hard as I shuddered, still fucking into me with deliberate thrusts bent on driving me insane as my hole clenched around his dick.
I wanted him to breed my ass, shoot his seed deep inside me. Mark me like no one had been allowed before.
Rather than sinking into relaxation, my climax left me feeling edgy. The funk of Micah’s news and Pop’s reaction roused me, and that life-giving force Matteo gifted me made my hunger spiral higher.
With a lunge, I rolled us. Matteo’s hard dick slipped from my body, but I had plans.
“What—”
