Page 65 of My Rise


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After another successful night at The Black Lotus, I accept Xavier’s invitation back to his place. We need to talk, and I hope he’ll be as understanding as the others have been.

Xavier's house is dimly lit, casting a mysterious aura over his living room. Xavier gestures toward the plush couch, and we both take a seat, the atmosphere charged with anticipation.

"Vanessa," he says, his voice carrying a hint of concern, taking my hand in his, "you should be on cloud nine. Everything is running smoothly, but I sense something's been bothering you."

I take a moment to collect my thoughts. Then, I meet his intense gaze. "Xavier, I need to talk to you about us, about everything. Since the opening, things have been a whirlwind."

His expression remains stoic. "Go on," he prompts, his eyes never leaving mine.

"I care about you, Xavier, deeply," I admit, "but there's Alex, Jesse, and now Dylan. Each of them brings something unique into my life, and it's complicated. I can't promise you a straightforward path."

Xavier's jaw tightens, a flicker of possessiveness surfacing. "I've never shared what's mine, Vanessa."

"I understand," I say gently, "but I need you to understand that my relationships with them are complex, each fulfilling a different aspect of my life. I don't want to lose you, but I can't be confined."

Silence hangs in the room, and I see a storm of emotions playing out on Xavier's face. Finally, he speaks, his tone firm yet laced with a touch of vulnerability. "I've never been good at sharing, but I want to try. You mean a lot to me, Vanessa. Maybe we can find a way through this. I won’t make any promises because I never break a promise, but I’ll try. For your sake, I’ll try."

“That’s all I ask,” I whisper.

“I just want…” A muscle in his jaw jumps.

"I care about you, Xavier, deeply," I admit, "but there's Alex, Jesse, and now Dylan. Each of them brings something unique into my life, and it's complicated. I can't promise you a straightforward path."

Xavier's jaw tightens, a flicker of possessiveness surfacing. "I've never shared what's mine, Vanessa."

"I understand," I say gently, "but I need you to understand that my relationships with them are complex, each fulfilling a different aspect of my life. I don't want to lose you, but I can't be confined."

Silence hangs in the room, and I see a storm of emotions playing out on Xavier's face. Finally, he speaks, his tone firm yet laced with a touch of vulnerability. "I've never been good at sharing, but I want to try. You mean a lot to me, Vanessa. Maybe we can find a way through this. I won’t make any promises because I never break a promise, but I’ll try. For your sake, I’ll try."

“That’s all I ask,” I whisper.

I watch as his eyes darken, a hint of possessiveness flaring in them, but there's also a vulnerability that I've never seen before,a vulnerability that makes me want to reach out and touch his hand.

I decide to take a deep breath and gather my thoughts. "Xavier, I want to be honest with you. I care about you, deeply, but I also care about Alex, Jesse, and Dylan. Each of them brings something unique into my life, and I can't just toss them aside. Please don't ask that of me."

"I won't," he murmurs, but his eyes suggest that he won't ask meyet.

He takes my hand and places it on his pants. I can feel his hard cock through his pants.

"This is what I want to give you," he whispers.

"Just your cock?"

"If you're allowing other cocks to wet your pussy, then yes, all you get is my cock too."

My hand trembles as it traces the outline of his erection through his pants, my gaze fixed on his eyes that flicker with a mixture of desire and fear.

Fear? I've never seen Xavier afraid before.

As we sit in silence, Xavier's hand moves up my thigh, his fingers tensing, his thumb running lightly over the soft skin beneath my skirt. I gasp slightly, my heart pounding in my chest, my breath catching in my throat as his fingers reach the waistband of my skirt.

In a sudden surge, Xavier pulls me toward him, his mouth crashing down on mine as his hands fumble with my skirt. My heart beats wildly as I help him remove both my skirt and my panties, and his fingers finally slip inside me, exploring me.

As his fingers trace my pussy, I gasp, my body arching towards his touch, my eyes fluttering shut.

Is he going to take me right here and now? I fumble with his shirt, and he shoves me back, growling as he stands, ripping offhis shirt to reveal his hard muscles. He strips entirely, his hard cock glistening at the tip.

I lick my lips, wanting to taste that drop, but Xavier guides me to my heat and removes my blouse and bra.

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