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I grab her around the waist and pull her against me, wanting to feel her curves against my naked body. I chuckle into her ear. “That was a preview for tonight. If you want more, be ready when I get home at seven.”

She untangles my arms from her waist and grabs my hard cock. She moves her hand slowly, up and down, up and down. Faster, faster. She’s staring into my eyes as she pumps me, unblinking, daring me to say something. I know what she’s planning.

She doesn’t realize she’s playing with fire.

She also doesn’t realize that this is exactly what I wanted.

I begin to move to her rhythm. I grab the back of her neck and pull her to me for a deep kiss as she continues her relentless motion with her hands.

She knows she’s driving me crazy. She starts to slow her movements, then stops altogether. She pushes on my chest and smirks at me. “Better go get that shower then. Wouldn’t want you to be late.”

I grab ahold of her hips and turn her forcibly away from me. I gently push on her back so that she is leaning over the bed. “Put your knee on the bed,” I command softly.

“What are you going to do, Ethan?” she taunts but does as I request.

My fingers make their way to her clit. She’s still so very wet. She moans into the bed when I insert a finger. Needing no more encouragement, I replace my finger with my swollen cock and grab her hips. I slam into her once, twice. She screams out. “I can make you come in less than two minutes. You want that, don’t you?” I ask.

She nods furiously into the sheets as she moans and grabs a fistful of covers.

I slam into her again and again and again and again. I feel her clench around me, her orgasm building. “Now, Ethan, now!”

She clenches around me, and my yell joins her cry as we both come together.

I’m lying against her back, still inside of her, and I think to myself . . . Oh my God, what has this woman done to me?

She’s kicked my sex drive into full gear, that’s for sure.

I pinch her butt as I pull myself off her. “I might not have time for breakfast after all, and it’s all your fault.”

She rolls over and sits up on the bed. Her head tilts to the side. “My fault, hmm?”

“Definitely. Now, if you can keep your hands to yourself for a little while, I’m going to take a shower.”

She smiles up at me innocently. “I’ll try.”

I watch her walk out of the room, shaking her hips in an exaggerated motion. I can’t help but laugh at her playfulness.

After Liz leaves, I jump in the shower and welcome the warm water as it sprays my body from multiple jets. My hands are against the shower wall as I let the water rain down on me and my tired muscles.

I didn’t get much sleep last night, but it was worth it. Not only was it the most incredible sex of my life, but I felt like we really connected for the first time. I saw the real Liz, and she saw the real me. If she had any doubts about our relationship, I’m confident last night changed her mind.

There’s no way she’ll move away now. Even if she hasn’t realized she loves me yet, she has to at least realize we have a strong connection.

I quickly finish up my shower, my heart lighter than it’s been in a long time.

I’ve made a decision. I’m going to talk to her tonight and tell her how I feel.

Chapter 24

Liz

Looking around my apartment, my heart feels heavy. It looks so bare, so depressing. The workers arrived to start packing this morning. This is the first time I’ve returned here since moving in with Ethan. At first, I was nervous to come back. But knowing Trent’s wife is being monitored full time by the P.I. firm gives me some comfort. I also have the bodyguard Ethan hired. No one is getting through that guy.

I look at the clock still hanging on the wall, and it makes me forget some of my worries. Ethan will be home from work in a few hours. Every bit of my body is sore, a good sore. Ethan’s lovemaking was intense . . . and perfect in every way. Was it a mistake? Probably. At this point, I don’t even care. I will deal with the repercussions in a couple of weeks when I move.

I don’t want to even think about leaving. Every time I do, I want to cry. Ethan and I have gotten so close in the last few weeks. I can’t remember ever feeling this happy. Ethan and I have become more than just friends.We’re best friends and bonded so tightly that it rips me apart whenever I think of leaving him. For once, I feel safe and secure and a sense of belonging. I know it’s only in my mind, but I hate that I’ll be giving that up soon.

The ache grows with every day that passes and the closer I get to my moving date. I know that Ethan doesn’t want me to move. But staying here will only lead to eventual heartache. I already love him too much. He left me once, and he’ll do it again. Only this time, I don’t think I could handle watching him walk away from me. Or worse, I would be forced to watch him with other women. I think I’d die inside if I were forced to endure that. I can’t give up a good job opportunity to be with someone who says they can never have a real relationship with me, someone who never wants to get married or have a family. Sure, I know he loves Matthew, but he never would have chosen a life with a child if he’d been given a choice.

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