Page 42 of I Dreamt Of You


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“No, I already feel guilty about this whole situation.” She looks like she has just been fucked and I make a mental note to keep her looking like that as often as she will let me.

What I wouldn’t give to just stay here, I know it’s my office but no one will bother us if the door is locked.

“But…I have so many ideas on how we can make up for lost time. So many ways we can…” I don’t tell her; I just trail my fingers down her body, my hands stopping at her perfect behind.

But she pushes back and stands up, pulling me up with her.

“Well, okay...” I say, planting another kiss on her lips. She watches me get dressed.Man, I can’t wait to get her alone again later; the things I’m going to do to that perfect body of hers, I’m going to make her scream with pleasure over and over again.

Half an hour later, we walk back into the bar hand in hand, but before we head over, I want to sort out a little situation just to make sure Millie knows I’m dead serious about her.

“I’ll get us a round of drinks in, I’ll be over in a minute.”

Millie

I can’t believe what has just happened, we had sex in his office, not just sex, mind-blowing, life-altering sex. And it was so much better than I remember, better than my dreams, that brought me back to him.

Even after what I thought he had done, my mind went into shock, fight or flight, as they call it. I walked away to protect myself and he found me. He wouldn’t let me leave until I had heard him out. I softened a little when he threw me over his shoulder; I had to stifle a laugh as well as being angry. I told him the truth and he apologised to me, over and over again. There was something different about how he said it, the feeling behind it was….worry, almost like he thought he would lose me.

I told him he was nothing like Glen, when I saw his face after what I said about not being able to go through that again. I know my heart couldn’t take it. I’m still not ready to admit my feelings to myself, let alone anyone else.

I thought of him as my own personal brand of sunshine, “Oh shit!” I put my face in my hands when I walked over to where everyone was at the table, I said it out loud! I can feel my cheeks going red.That’s why you should never drink Millie, I lecture myself. I can’t seem to keep my thoughts in my head around him, and he told me I was jealous. I mean I was, still am, a little, if I’m honest, but that man is a fucking God, inside and out, and…wow, my body feels like it’s alive after what he did to me. I’m on cloud nine, not only from feeling like I’m getting my old self back, but from the way he touches me, it’s like he wants to memorise every part of me.

It’s a new feeling for me, one I still need to process but I’ll leave that for another day. I want to savour it now. I’m happy, totally happy and it’s been a very long time since I could honestly say that to myself and it’s all because of him.

When I reach the table, everyone is much drunker than when I left them, but they all look like they are having a great time. Em and Dan are still dancing together, arms wrapped around each other. When she spots me, she grabs Dan’s hand and tugs him over towards me.

“You’re back!” she shouts over the music, and wraps her arms around me.

“Yes,” I chuckle, “I’m sorry I took off Em. I should never have left you. It’s your hen night.”

“Do I look bothered?” I laugh at that. “I have had a great night. I know why you went and it’s okay. I gave him a right mouthful just after you left. I take it he found you? He had no idea what he had done. I don’t even think he realised what the silly dick there was doing,” she points over at Jane.

“It’s okay, he found me and he explained it all. We’re good, really good!” and my face heats at just how good we are.

“No…that’s my brother, you can’t have those thoughts about him…Eww.” She shudders and my face flushes even more and we both burst out laughing at the same time. Em hugs me and turns back to Dan, who is waiting patiently behind her. He winks at me and whisks her back to the dance floor. God they make an amazing couple.

My eyes fly to Jane, who is sitting across from where I’m standing. Her eyes are trained on Jack, watching his every move as he comes back from the bar. If only she knew what we had just done. I watch as she mouths something to Helen with a sly look on her face.

She stands up, adjusting her cleavage so they are almost spilling out of her bikini top and heads over towards Jack, swaying her hips, like she means business.

I stand back and watch as she places her hand on Jack’s arm, running her finger up and down, trying to stop him from walking away from her. I catch Em watching as well; Em then starts to move towards her, like she wants to put her in her place. When Jane rises to her tiptoes, she says something into his ear, Jack looks down at her and frowns, laughing at her and shaking his head at the same time, almost like he can’t believe what she’s just said. She reaches up to touch him again, but he moves away, leaving her standing there, walking directly to me. The smile on his face when he sees me is so spectacular it makes me weak in the knees.

When he reaches me, he grabs my hand, tugging me to him and presses me against him so tightly, I’m wrapped in his godlike form and protective embrace. I can hardly breathe when he takes my mouth with his and kisses me so passionately, I lose myself in him again. We fall back onto the sofa with Jack on top of me, pressing me backwards into the deep soft cushions and I forget the world around me for a few moments, it’s just me and him. The weight of him on me does things to my body I don’t want to resist. I hear whistles and whoops around us, and when we come up for air I realise all eyes are on us.

“That should do it,” Jack whispers softly into my ear, laughing, holding himself up slightly to allow me some space.

“You did that on purpose?” I question, my voice has turned to a sultry whisper.

“Yes, how else am I going to prove to you how serious I am about you? I needed to show you that I don’t care who is watching. I love you Millie.” His face nuzzles my neck, then I see flashes. Someone has just taken photos of us but when I look up,I see someone quickly walking away, with a huge camera around their neck.

“Why are you frowning?” Jack asks, looking at me a little puzzled. “I know you’re not ready to say it back, and I’m okay with that…”

“I know, but someone just took our photo and ran off.” How could he not have noticed?

“Oh shit…” he says, leaning back down, giving me a quick kiss on the cheek.

“What? Why would someone do that? It’s weird,” I ask him, a little puzzled but chuckling at the same time.

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