Page 10 of Stalked By the Jock


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My hands tremble, paper edges biting into my flesh as if they too accuse me of ignorance.

I force myself to look closer, to really see. Dates scribbled in the corners, locations noted with pinpoint accuracy. My breath stalls in my lungs. These aren't just random snapshots. This is a chronicle, an obsessive cataloging of my existence. His need to possess every fragment of me—a diary of surveillance stretching back years.

"Jesus," I whisper, the word barely pushing past my lips. High school events, family outings, solitary walks—nothingwas sacred, nothing mine alone. The meticulous organization tells me this is no fleeting infatuation. This is calculated. Premeditated. A shrine to his fixation.

A shiver runs down my spine, the kind that comes when you realize the monster under the bed was real all along. My pulse hammers in my ears, drowning out everything but the damning evidence before me. Brennan—Brennan with his piercing blue eyes and easy smile—has been haunting me, a ghost I didn't know to fear.

And then it hits me, a sickening wave of clarity. The loneliness that nipped at my heels, the wondering why I drifted on the outskirts of teenage romance—it wasn't by chance. He was there, a silent guardian warding off potential suitors with an invisible barrier only he could erect.

I'm a butterfly pinned to a board, my wings still fluttering for freedom. But the pin... the pin has been Brennan all along. How could I have been so oblivious? How many times had I mistaken his gaze for simple curiosity when it was hunger that lurked within?

"God, no more," I choke out, the words a vow to rip away the blindfold he's tied so artfully around my eyes. With trembling hands, I gather the pictures, their edges cutting into my palms like a promise.

The images blur as my eyes well up, a betrayal that sears hotter than any flame. I'm exposed, stripped bare by a lens I never saw, by eyes I trusted. The realization is a living thing, coiling around my heart and squeezing until the fight in me boils over into fury. Each photo is a theft, a piece of my soul snatched away and I hadn't even known I was being robbed.

My fingers curl into fists, the edges of the glossy photos biting into my skin. Anger suddenly surges through me, hot and unyielding, eclipsing the cold grip of fear that had held me moments before. I feel violated, betrayed to my very core. Howdare he? How could Brennan—this boy I thought I knew, this boy who commands the football field like a god among mortals—how could he reduce me to an object in his sick collection?

I stand, papers clenched in my hand, and my heart pounds with a ferocity that matches my seething rage. The room spins, a carousel of chaos as my thoughts whirl from disbelief to disgust. I trusted him. I sat in front of him in class, never once seeing the predator lurking beneath his charming veneer.

"Blind. I've been so fucking blind," I murmur, my voice trembling with the weight of revelation. The air feels thick, tainted with the stench of betrayal. Brennan Spears, with those piercing blue eyes that seemed to see right through me—they weren't just looking. They were claiming, possessing, marking territory in the most perverse way.

A sickness churns in my stomach, a cocktail of revulsion and shame. Shame that I'm just a trophy for him. My own judgment is called into question, crushed under the heel of the ugly truth.

"Autumn, you idiot," I scold myself, even as tears prick at the corners of my eyes, threatening to spill over.

But first, I need to escape this room, this shrine to his obsession. I need air. I need space to breathe away from the suffocating weight of his gaze, even in his absence. And then, only then, I'll make him face the ruin he's wrought. He might be a star quarterback, but he's no hero—not in my story.

The door handle turns, a soft click that echoes like a gunshot in my heightened senses. Brennan steps inside, his shadow stretching across the floorboards, reaching for me. His blue eyes find mine, and in them, I see the hunger, the dark craving he's harbored for so long. But it's my turn now, my appetite for justice clawing its way out.

"Autumn," he says, the word a caress I no longer welcome.

"Save it," I snap, my voice a whip-crack in the silence. "We're way past niceties."

His brow furrows, confusion etched into those handsome features which now seem sinister, predatory. I straighten, facing him squarely, my pulse a wild rhythm against my throat. This confrontation, it's the pivot on which everything will turn—my fear into fury, his obsession into exposure.

"Autumn, what's wrong?" he probes, stepping closer, but I won't shrink back.

"Wrong?" I toss the word back at him, a grenade with the pin pulled. I fling the photos at him, watching as they float to the floor between us.

He freezes, a statue carved in guilt at the evidence of his infatuation turned foul. His secret laid bare in glossy prints and timestamps, a diary of a stalker penned in pixelated ink. My breaths come fast, hot blasts of anger searing through the chill of dread.

For a heartbeat, there's silence—a crackle of electricity in the space between confession and denial.

"Autumn, I can explain," he begins, but I cut him off.

"Explain?" My laugh is sharp, jagged glass. "What could you possibly say?"

My hands shake.

My pulse hammers in my ears, a staccato drumbeat that crescendos as Brennan's shadow looms over the threshold. He freezes, his facade of the all-American hero faltering under the weight of my glare.

"Autumn, I love—" he starts, but I don't let him finish.

"Did you think I wouldn't find out?" My voice quivers, a cocktail of fury and fear laced with every word. The pictures scattered between us are damning evidence of his violation, a paper trail of perversity.

"Is this how you get your kicks, Brennan? Spying on me?"

His jaw clenches, muscles working beneath the surface of his chiseled features. Confusion wars with guilt in those deep blue eyes, eyes that have seen too much.

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