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Dax takes my hand and leads me back to Ford’s lap. Which is not exactly helping with clearing my thoughts.

“I’ve never done something like that,” I say softly after long moments of silence.

“Babe,” Ford says behind me. “Neither have we. But we will figure it out together.”

“You’ve never all been with the same woman?” I ask.

“No.” all three reply in unison.

“But you’ve all been with women before?”

None of them answer me but I know the answer I can see it on their face.

“It doesn’t matter,” I say quickly. “I’m just trying to say…” I drift off.

“Say what?” Dax asks at the same time Holden breathes the word “no”.

I feel my face redden again for the millionth time as I lower my gaze.

“Are you a virgin little dove?” Holden asks gently and I nod. “Fuck me.” That is all he says before leaving the room and heading toward the kitchen.

Ford, Dax, and I sit in silence as we listen to Holden move around in the kitchen. Long moments later, he emerges with three beers and a wine cooler.

“I think we could all use a drink,” he says.

“I’m sorry,” I mumble. “Is that a problem?”

I feel so embarrassed to have to talk about this with them. I know very few women my age are still walking around as virgins but I just never found anyone I was willing to be that vulnerable with.

“No babe,” Ford says in my ear. “It’s not a problem. Just unexpected. But I am happy you told us.”

“How is this possible?” Dax asks as he scrubs a hand down his face. “How can it be that someone hasn’t sweeped you off your feet?”

I laugh freely and I feel Ford place a kiss on the side of my neck. “Have you met men my age? They act like high school boys.”

* * *

Ford

Blair squirms on my lap as we all sit in companionable silence trying to catch up with everything that has been said in the last twenty minutes. I don’t mind but I am going to do something sooner or later that may lead to problems.

“Blair.” I nip her earlobe. “Behave.”

She sighs loudly before her body melts into mine. “Maybe I don’t want to.”

“What do you want, Babe?” I ask making sure that Dax and Holden can hear our conversation.

For a moment I think she isn’t going to answer me, but then she turns her head to face me. “I want you to kiss me again.”

I won’t have to be invited twice. My lips fuse with hers, my left-hand tangling in her hair and tilting her head exactly the way I want it. Blair moans loudly as she shifts her weight before turning to straddle me. I can feel the weight of my friend’s stares on us as I continue to ravish her mouth. After long moments she pulls away, breathing hard, and smiling brightly.

“Can I kiss Dax?” She asks nervously.

“Fuck yes,” I breathe out. “You can kiss anyone you want as long as it’s one of us.”

Dax comes to stand behind my chair and Blair uses my shoulders to lift herself up until she can reach his lips. Her loud moan as she kisses him has my cock thickening even further in my jeans. Her nails dig into my shoulders, drawing a moan from me. Her breasts are pressed up against my face and I can’t help myself as I suckle a nipple into my mouth through the fabric.

Holden is standing behind Blair holding her hips as she runs her hands through Dax’s hair. He shifts the long blonde length away from her neck and starts to kiss and nip at the smooth column of exposed skin. I bite down on her nipple lightly and her back arches as she breaks the kiss with Dax to moan loudly.

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