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He cups my neck, his hold solid and sure. I love it when he holds me like that. “Jesus, woman. We have lived together longer than some marriages last,” he says, and I nod, admitting that he had a good point.
“True, but those marriages should have never happened. When I say I do, I want it to be forever.”
“You already said I do, and it will be forever. I’m not letting you go. Is thisyourway of telling me you don’t want to be married to me? That you areunsure?”
“No. I’m saying I want you to be positive.”
“What happens when you turn up pregnant, Gia? Are we going to keep waiting until you think I’m really going to stay married to you? What will finally make you believe what I’ve been saying since day one—which is that you are it for me? You’re everything to me.”
“I’m not going to get pregnant,” I grumble, but suddenly I’m not so sure. I haven’t been taking birth control. I haven’t even thought about it. Plus, we’ve been going at it like rabbits. “Oh God, what if I am pregnant?” I whine with my very next breath.
Victor laughs. “Then I’ll stop wearing my dick out to get you that way.”
“What?” I cry.
“Baby, I’ve been fucking you so much that my dick and balls are starting to hurt. Haven’t you noticed?”
“Well, it did seem like a lot, but it’s not like I’m experienced at these kinds of things.”
“You use that excuse often, but I’d say you’ve been getting quite a bit of experience,” he jokes, making me shake my head at him.
“Okay fine, but still marriage is a big step.”
“One we’ve already taken.”
“Not truly.”
“I’m afraid so, baby.”
“Honey, just because you hang a fake marriage certificate on a wall doesn’t make it real.”
“True,” he allows with a nod.
“Then—”
“Unless, I made sure that despite the circumstances, we were actually married, and the licenseisbinding and legal.”
“I—Whatdid you say?”
“I said I lied when I told you we’d go for a fake wedding if you weren’t sure.”
“You lied.”
“Yep,” he says, looking proud.
“Why on earth would you do that? Tell me you’re joking, Victor.”
“I did it because I knew if I left it up to you, we might never get married. You’ve got it in your head that I’m somehow shortchanging myself by marrying you, and where the fuck you get that from, I don’t have a clue.”
His words score a hit so deep that I stumble backwards—or I would have if he wasn’t holding me.“Victor…”
“Honest to God woman, if anyone is getting the bad end of the stick here, it’s you. We both know what I do for a living. My hours are anything but normal and you have to go around with security guards all the time. I’m possessive as hell and I can’t keep my hands off of you.”
“I thought you said you were only trying to get me pregnant,” I grumble.
“Well, I won’t lie. I know if we have a baby that’s another tie you can’t break. I want you tied to me every way I can get you, Kitten.”
“Vic—”
