Page 43 of Conquer or Die


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“Five minutes into the meeting my father was in extreme debt to these men, and he decided to use me to pay off his debt. My dad said since I was next in line to take over because I was always the more aggressive one that it was perfect if I was the one to pay his debt. I was ten Isabella I was so confused on what I had to do, why I needed to pay for his fucked mistakes. They forced Dante to watch just in case this experience broke me, it would toughen Dante to never fuck up and take over for me. The men wanted both to sit and watch as they raped me. All at once” he took a breath clenching his fists, “Vincenzo you don’t have to” I whispered feeling my insides turn into a giant knot.

He shook his head fighting back tears “I stood there nude and scared, I was screaming so loud it felt like my soul was leaving my body with every thrust, every punch and every gag. I was fucking ten years old, and I looked at my dad and I screamed for his help, I screamed and cried and begged and all he did was say I’m doing this for the family. He had no emotion on his face, not even a slight cringe. I pleaded and begged and screamed and cried I fucking did everything in the book to get my dad to be a fucking dad.” His Italian accent getting thicker something I haven’t heard in a long time, the angrier he got the more noticeable the accent.

I blinked rapidly trying to blink the tears away unable to imagine Vincenzo in that position never wanting to imagine him in such a position, defenceless vulnerable and a fucking child.

“After they all finished, I was lying on the floor unable to move every inch of me ached and felt like my skin and body was torn from my bone, I felt disgusting and so mad I wanted to grab a knife and tear my skin off.” He took in a deep breath and continued.

“The men walked to my dad shaking his hand telling him the debt has been paid and we can leave but my father decided a gang rap wasn’t enough to toughen me he wanted me tougher, so he asked them to shoot me in the leg. I have no fucking idea what that was supposed to do but this became an annual thing until I was twelve years old, that day I decided I wasn’t dealing with it that was the day I made my first ever kill.”

I looked at him shocked that went on continuously for three years. And it only ended because he killed them? “Funny enough the debt was paid so my dad was just taking me there to stay on good terms with the heads of some traffic ring even though that’s against the mafia code. Anyway, that day I had enough, they began unbuckling their belts and I remember screaming and grabbing one of their guns and shooting all of them in a swift motion all head shots. They died instantly and I looked at my dad gun in hand and do you know what he said?” he whispered, “I did it. You’re a man now your training begins.” He spat recalling his father’s words.

“He did all that so I can become emotionless to kill and feel no remorse and to use that situation for everything when I took over as the mafia king”.

(end of explicit talk)

I slammed my breaks looking over at him people behind me beeped until I spun around, seeing my face all fell silent and the traffic went around me. “Why didn’t you kill him as well?” I questioned not wanting to step over any line. How didn’t he kill him why his dad is still alive is unbelievable.

“I thought about killing him so much, oh fucks sake I wanted to kill him every cell was screaming at me to end his life, but I needed him alive. I vowed that day that I will never allow what happened to me to happen to Dante or Lorenzo and the baby mum was pregnant with at the time”.

“Ariana” I whispered, he nodded his head and gestured for me to keep driving, I sat back in my seat and drove off again.

“For me to protect them I needed to take over and I needed to wait until I hit the appropriate age, for the power to be passed to me I had to prove myself to the five families and my father I need to be suggested in by the higher ranks. It’s not always about birth especially since our mafia wasn’t known and or feared. Once I took over, I thought about killing him a lot, but I couldn’t do it to Lorenzo and Ariana they lost Dante and last thing they needed was to know the truth about him. So, he survived on the mercy of his children minus me. So, when I told you earlier, I know what it’s like to be betrayed and feel like you have no one in this big world, trust my word. I know the feeling and I know what’s going on in your head and whatever decision you make I’ll support you and be there through it all, I promise you that Isabella. Memory or no memory it’s me and you against the world”.

I parked the car in the garage and immediately jumped into his arms holding him tight, “I’m so sorry Vincenzo. I’m so fucking sorry” I cried into his chest feeling so much at once I couldn’t control the tears anymore.

“It’s okay bellisma I’m okay” he whispered in my hair holding onto me so tight like he was still that scared ten-year-old and all I wanted to do was go back in time and save him, take his pain away but all I could do now is be there for him. No matter what.

No matter what I promised him.

THE TRUTH

Isabella’s POV

We got back on the plane and started making our way back home, I couldn’t even begin to describe the anger that was spuing in me. I was livid but confused, I didn’t know how to comprehend the information that was given to me, and I don’t know how I will react when I’m back at home. Will I forgive them and send them on there way? Will I lose my temper and kill them for doing that to me? All I know is I’m pissed.

I looked over at Vincenzo who was deep in thought himself, I wondered what he was thinking about before he turned to look at me, “you okay?” I sigh nodding my head “I will be” I reassured him, I’ve been through worse, and I always bounce back.

“I just miss Dante” I commented not being able to handle being away from him for this long, “honestly me too, I miss how he would start hitting my chest when I’m not giving him the attention he wants. Like mother like son” he joked.

I gasped offended and slapped his chest “Hey!’ I laughed shaking my head “I have other ways of getting your attention” looking at his bulge before I slowly licked my bottom lip trailing my eyes back up to him. “Really? And how do you plan on doing that?” he questioned teasingly, smirking I unbuckle my seatbelt and cradle his lap making sure to slowly grind myself against him.

Sucking in a breath he grips my hips and stops the movement “do not start something you cannot finish” he warned me slowly, I cocked my eyebrows up “I always finish what I start” I flicked his hands away from me and pushed them to the side of the chair while I continued grinding myself on top of him teasingly. “No touching” I whispered softly as I untied his tie using it to restrain his hands using the arm rest to assure myself, he wasn’t moving very far.

(sex scene)

“Isabella” he trailed off slowly knowing he wasn’t going to be able to keep his hands off me for too long. Smirking proud of my handy work I stand up tall slowly pulling off the panties I had on from under my dress careful not to reveal anything just yet. I spin around leaning forward as they slide off my ass and down my legs, pulling it out from under my shoes I wave it around. Slowly walking back to Vincenzo, I teasingly sit on his lap sideways I trail my panties along his mouth biting down on it he pulls it out of my hands.

Standing back up I continue by strip tease, swaying my hips trailing my boobs before I finally sit down right on the seat in front of him leaning back, I slowly pull up my dress revealing myself to him my hot and very wet self. I smile watching his Adams apple bob up and down unable to contain himself much longer.

I stick my middle finger and ring finger in my mouth sucking on it getting it wet, slowly pulling it back out I lean back putting my right leg up and start playing with myself tracing my clit I let out a soft moan keeping my eyes fixated on him, “oh fuck” I moaned out watching his already intense gaze turn hungry and desperate for me. “I did this for months thinking of you between my legs” I whimpered as I inserted one finger inside myself keeping my gaze on him. “For months when I was alone in my room, all I could think about was your big cock in my mouth … in my hands … in me” I purred watching him squirm.

“Isabella” he spoke up almost begging me to finally untie him, although I’m sure if he wanted to, he could get out of that tie on his own. I shook my head no “I had to go months without your touch to help me, and I could never finish. Today is the day I cum from my own fingers and you get to watch” I inserted my rig finger in as well using both fingers to pump in and out as fast as I could, my juice splattering around the wetter I got and the more intense I went.

“Oh just like that” Vincenzo groaned out watching on the edge of his seat, “slow down” he instructed me and I obliged slowing down my pace “good girl, now with your left hand rub your clit but don’t stop fingering yourself” doing as he said I continued pleasuring myself leaning my head back I let out a moan feeling my senses about to erupt “look at me Isabella!” he groaned out frustrated. I slowly lift my head and open my eyes meeting his stare, “if you’re going to cum you will do so under my instructions and voice” I bit my bottom lip nodding my head slowly.

“Yes boss” I whispered out breathless always finding his dominating personality so attractive.

“Deep breathes” he reminded me, my chest heaving up and down as I looked at him submissively. “Go faster” he instructed me “imagine my fingers in your pussy pumping in and out of you, my hot breath on your neck my cock hardening with every thrust every pump and every look. Imagine me fingering you while I hold you by your throat so I can feel every scream and every moan” I sucked in a breath letting out a supressed moan.

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