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"To better dates." She raises her hand, and I bark out a laugh at what's in it.
"Are we doing toasts with pudding cups?"
"We are. Come on."
I pick up the other pudding cup off of her tray and tap it into hers.
"No way in hell I'm eating that, though," I say.
She rolls her eyes. "If your date goes belly-up, just know it'll be because you didn't eat the good luck pudding."
I give her an exasperated face. "Yeah, that'll be why."
"What time is your date?"
"Nine."
She picks up her phone. "Well, it's already seven-thirty. Get outta here."
"Are you sure? I don't wanna leave you alone all night. Usually, we spend our Saturday nights getting a DVD from the nurses and laughing at how bad the movies are."
"I'll be fine. Lexa texted to tell me she was coming tonight to see me anyway. You go out, live your life, Sophie."
"Don't say it like that. I'm living my life just as much when I'm here with you."
"If you really believe that than you really do need to go out on a date." She chuckles. "Text a picture of what you wear, okay?"
"I will." I lean over and kiss her cheek. "Tell Lexa I said hi when she gets here. I love you. Call if anything happens. I don't care that I'll be on a date."
"I'll be fine. Don't worry about me. Enjoy your night. Love you too."
I leave the room, waving at Veronica as I go. When I reach the elevators, I can't help but smile just thinking about the words that were said when I got into it yesterday. The smell of him, how his closeness made me both want to back away to be able to breathe and get closer to breathe him in. I get into the elevator when it arrives, pressing the button for the lobby before going to stand in the exact spot I stood in yesterday.
My entire morning and afternoon have been full of my imaginings of what will happen when I get into the hotel room. What I want to happen when I get into the room. Just like after the sole text I got from Law last night, I haven't received a text or call from him today. As I walk out into the lobby, I wonder if he's as anxious about tonight as I am? My feet still though when a thought hits me. What if he does this all the time? Paying women to meet him in hotel rooms. Having sex with complete strangers. I begin walking again, shaking my head. That's no business of mine. All I need to concern myself with is our three months together, our Saturdays together. And the fact that after tonight, the rest of the money should be deposited into my account, enabling me to go straight to the financial department Monday morning.
I drive home and get into the shower, shaving, and gratefully not nicking my legs, and washing my hair. When I get out, I skip my usual lotion, going for the expensive one I still have after a year because I use it so rarely. I haven’t had an occasion to use it for.
Then I step into my closet, already knowing what I'm going to wear. The prettiest dress I own. The only thing that's nice enough to step into a luxury hotel in. I pull it up, zipping the back before going over to the mirror.
The burgundy dress hugs my curves, showing off my hips, and my ass when I turn to the left side a little. One shoulder is bare, my long, dark brown hair swept to that side. The other shoulderand upper part of my arm is covered by a wide sleeve and the ruffle that drapes over my upper half, but still allows the shape of my breasts to be seen.
"I look good enough to fuck. That's for sure," I murmur to myself then laugh.
Could this night get any crazier? Well, I guess it will. How crazy, I have no idea.
I part my hair down the middle and blow-dry it before curling the ends, sweeping it back over my naked shoulder when I'm done. Putting on just some lip gloss and mascara, I go back to my closet and step into my black heels.
"I'm really doing this," I say. "Oh my God. Okay, let's go."
I take a deep breath and turn away from checking out my reflection one more time. Grabbing my black clutch, I head to the door. The entire car ride over I ask myself what the hell I'm doing. Can I actually go inside of that room? Will I get to the door and chicken out, run back into the elevator, down to my car?
Then I'm pulling up to the hotel. What seemed so luxurious and welcoming before now looks like a brick building containing all of my anxieties inside of it. I lean forward, looking up, to the top of the building. Somewhere on that top floor, Law is waiting for me, waiting to do whatever he wants with me. A shudder rushes through me, reminding me I'm not only anxious. I'm also curious, already turned on from the visions that have been wreaking havoc on my mind all day, and excited. To see Law again. To see what he'll be wearing, or not wearing. To hear his voice again, feel his presence again.
I open my door, step out of the car, and grab my clutch with a trembling hand. My first step toward the door has me realizing just how unsteady my legs are, heels wobbling with mynervousness. I pause, closing my eyes, hoping whatever room Law is in isn't facing the parking lot and that he can't see me having to collect myself right now.
Then Lexa's words come to me, reminding me that this is for me too. Besides the money, this is my time to get what I want. The things I've never let myself do with anyone else. The fantasies I've never let go beyond my mind. And if Charlotte knew what I was doing, why I'm here, she'd tell me to walk in there with every ounce of confidence I can muster, make sure Law knew, even if I am here to do what he wants, I will have what I want as well.
And with that, I begin walking again, my hips swaying with my steps. My heels click a steady rhythm as I walk through the sliding doors and across the lobby. Thankfully, no one stops me as I head toward the elevator, because what the hell would I say?
