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He shifts slightly, sitting me up on his lap, then holds a bottle of water up to my mouth. “Take some sips.”
When I reach up to take the bottle from him, he pulls it away.
“No. Let Daddy hold it.”
I do as he says and drink the water down, feeling better with each gulp.
“Thank you,” I say after pushing the water away.
I'm still on his lap and his erection presses against my bottom. I don't comment on it, though.
Instead, I look up to his face, feeling a swell of emotion in my tummy. I don't know why he likes me, and I don't know why he seems to be so sure about me, but I can't fight the attraction. We have an obvious connection. It vibrates between us every time we're together. We lock eyes and sit in silence, staring at each other for several seconds.
He cups my face, and I lean into his warmth. He’s going to kiss me. When his lips finally touch mine, it feels like every single thing in this world is right. He dominates the kiss, using his tongue to part my mouth. When I don’t open for him, he nips at my lip hard enough that I gasp, allowing him in. The pain sends a zing through my body. My nipples bud. I whimper and moan and wiggle closer to his chest. My clit aches. I've never felt turned on like this with a man. I slide my arms around his neck, holding him so he can't pull away. I can’t get enough of him.
I don't want it to stop, but when our mouths part, we're panting. Our faces are only inches from each other.
“Killian,” I whisper.
He swallows. “I know, baby girl. But tonight is not the night. I don't want our first time to be after a bad nightmare. For now, I'm going to cuddle you.”
I stick my bottom lip out in a pout.
“Pouting isn't going to get you anywhere but over my knee, Little girl, so put that lip away.”
I pop it back in so quickly, he laughs. “Ah, so spankings are a good motivator for you to behave, huh?”
“I'm not sure. I've never been spanked except during sex.”
He furrows his eyebrows. “You've never been placed across a man’s knees with your bottom bared and spanked until it was bright red and you were crying?”
I shake my head.
“I suppose that's not a bad thing. Based on the dipshits you've been with in the past, they probably would have hurt you in a way that would have made me find and kill each and every one of them.”
It shouldn’t make me happy that he would kill any man who hurt me, but it does.
He strokes my face. “I promise you this, though. You will go across my lap. You will experience getting your bottom spanked by your Daddy. And there will be times that those spankings will be pleasurable. There will be times when they’re meant for an emotional relief, and there will be times they’ll be for punishment, and you will not get up from my lap until you’re sobbing and begging for forgiveness. Do you understand me?”
Holy Mylanta. Is it possible to have an orgasm from words?
“Did you hear me, Little girl?”
“I heard you. I just don’t know what to say.”
“I can tell that you're attracted to me, Scarlet. I even think you like me a tiny bit. But you're scared. You've been hurt. You think I'm a bad guy because I do bad things for work. Iama bad guy. I'm evil and dangerous. I hurt people. The one thing I can promise you, sweet girl, is that I will never hurtyou. You're my Little girl. I'm not going anywhere. I'm not afraid of this. I've been searching for someone like you for a long time. Now that I've finally found you, I'm not letting you go. Whether you want me to or not. So eventually, you better get on board.”
My jaw would be touching the floor if it could. “Are you saying that you're going to hold me against my will?”
His eyes sparkle as he grins. “That's exactly what I'm saying. I'll never force myself on you, but I'm not letting you go. It's not safe out there for you, and if I have to tie you to our bed just to make you stay, I'll do exactly that. One day, you’ll fall for me too.”
I swallow heavily. “I'm not sure what to say. I’m pretty sure you need professional help.”
He chuckles. “Oh, baby, I need more than that, but like it or not, I am who I am. And I'm not sorry for it. I grew up in this life. My father was in the same position I’m in for my entire childhood. I don’t know anything different.”
I search his face. This is the most Killian has ever shared with me. He basically said he would kidnap me and hold me hostage. Why the hell am I not kicking him in the balls and running for my life? The better question is why the hell am I turned on? I wasactuallyfreaking kidnapped by Ivan. The very thought of it should terrify me. If it were any other man, it would.
“We do try to do good things. We balance it out. For every bad thing, we do something good. I give to charities and support all kinds of causes. We never do anything bad unless we absolutely have to.”
