Page 18 of Hold Me


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An hour later, and I grit my teeth as I jab at Carlos’ throat and go to knee him in the balls. He catches my knee before it makes contact. “Good.” He nods.

Lucas and Samuel have long since left, and Carlos checks his watch. “Rafe will be here soon. Seeing as it was Lucas attempting to teach you this, I guess Rafe doesn’t know about your ninja aspirations.”

I shake my head. “No.” I don’t tell him that I asked and he just gave me a gun. “And uh, thanks. For your help.” He gives me a half salute and shrugs his hoody back on.

Maybe Carlos isn’t so bad after all.

Lucas is waiting outside the door again.

“You know that’s kind of creepy,” I say.

“I’m your bodyguard. Where else am I supposed to be?”

I shrug. “I don’t know.”

He checks his watch. “It’s nearly dinner. Maria is making enchiladas.”

“How do you know?”

“Uh, because I asked her this morning.”

I snort. “Priorities.”

“Exactly.”

I follow him to the kitchen, and he takes a seat, watching Maria cook, like a dog scrounging for scraps. I go to the fridge and open it looking for some juice. Instead, I spot a bottle of white wine and snatch it from the rack. I yank the cork out with my teeth and take a sip. It doesn’t taste great, but I have the urge to do something wild and free. Maria sighs and hands me a glass. I pour it out and hand it to Lucas.

“Care to get drunk with me?”

His eyebrows hitch up. “Have you ever been drunk?”

“Nope.”

He swipes a hand down his face. “The boss won’t like this.”

“Fine.” I scowl and take the glass from him. “I’ll drink alone.”

He grabs the glass again. “No, that’s worse.” He takes a sip of the wine, and I smirk, tipping the bottle back.

Maria starts mumbling under her breath and shaking her head. “Here.” She dishes up two plates of food. “Eat something, or you’ll be sick.”

Lucas wolfs his plate of food and then eats most of mine. My stomach is too knotted up to eat. I’ve been trying not to think about it all afternoon, but I haven’t seen him at all. Not that it’s unusual. He’s often working. But what if he’s not? What if he’s with a woman? You told him to, so suck it up.

I close my eyes and suck a breath through gritted teeth before I tip the bottle up.

Two hours later, and I’m drunk. I lay on my back on the grass, staring up at the sea of stars exploded across the sky like someone scattered glitter over black paper.

“It’s pretty,” I say. “So pretty.”

Lucas sits up next to me. “You’re drunk. Maybe I should get Rafael.”

“No.” I frown. “You’re ruining my…” I wave my hand through the air. “Happy thoughts.”

“He’ll be pissed.”

“No. He’s fucking some girl.”

“What? He would never—”

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