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“I was affected. You remember that huge crush I had on him when I came home that term. I know now it wasn’t just a crush.”
“But you say he got married after that. Despite everything.”
“Yes, but his poor mate was killed. He was in the army and died in a fight against rebels.”
“Tariq has been through a lot,” he said, seeming to be lost in thought. “And then your father assigned him to be your bodyguard.” He pinched the bridge of his nose as if he were getting a headache. “Okay, I’ll reserve judgment on that until you tell me what happened more recently. Did he or did he not make love to you?”
“No. He definitely did not.”
“There has to be more to this, Rakkur.”
“We had an argument. On the ship as we traveled here. I started it, I guess.”
“You guess.”
“I know I did. He-he tried to walk away, and I jumped on him and tried to make him stay.”
“Oh, Rakkur.”
“He turned his back on me and just left me, and…it’s too hard to explain.”
“No, it isn’t. He was trying to do the right thing and leave once things got heated between you, and you wouldn’t let him.”
“I wasn’t done talking to him yet. I started struggling with him, and he kind of…well, he transformed a little.”
“Oh, dear God. And that wasn’t a clue to get the hell out of there?”
“He’d done it before, and he hadn’t hurt me. He wouldn’t, and I knew that. He still didn’t hurt me, but he wanted to-to…”
“Do sexual things to you. Yes, I get the picture. And what did you do? Did you tell him to stop?”
“Not exactly. I put my hands down the back of his trousers when he tried to.”
He put his hand on his forehead and closed his eyes. “Oh, Lord.”
“Anyway, things got a little heated after that. I put my finger up…
“Rakkur!”
“I know I shouldn’t have. But I got carried away.”
“You don’t say?”
“But he never put his typpid inside me. He just rubbed it over me…over my…you know. And he said we had to stop kissing. He said I was driving him crazy and tried to push me away.”
“When he rubbed his penis…over you, was anything…was there anything happening there?”
“What do you mean?”
“Oh, for god’s sake. Was there pre-ejaculate on it?”
“Well, yeah.”
He put his head in his hands again, so I felt I had to speak up. “I know you’re mad, and I shouldn’t have done it, but we did stop. Eventually. He never put it all the way inside. Just the tip. So you see, since he never really entered me and never actually ejaculated inside me, there’s no way I could be pregnant.”
Omak leaned back in his chair, putting a hand over his eyes. “I sent you to school for a reason, Rakkur. I know you took classes in Biology. At least one. Did you miss school the day they taught you about sperm?”
“I don’t know. Maybe? What are you talking about?”
