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Thank goodness, Tanya was home.
I debated between inviting Zander in and having him leave. The latter won because I had a feeling that if I let him inside, we would end up doing something that I had clearly no knowledge of.
I knocked on Tanya’s door.
She was sitting on her bed, trying a new hairstyle, in front of a large mirror. She was always doing something new with her looks.
“Hey, can I talk to you?” I asked.
She looked up at me, “Sure. How did the date with Super Hotness go?”
I grinned, “It went really well. As a matter of fact, that’s why I kind of wanted to talk to you.” Tanya knew that she and Nalee were my only sources of womanly advice. Through the years, I’ve learned that no topic was off limits to them. I only had to ask.
“That’s great! I’m really glad that you guys hit it off. You look really good together. The chemistry between you guys is off-the-charts.”
My face heated up, “About that chemistry,” I hesitated for a tiny second and just blurted it out, “Tanya, I think I’m ready.”
“Ready for what?” Her face looked puzzled and lit up when she guessed it correctly, “Oh, that! You’re ready to be deflowered.”
I laughed, “With Zander, I feel it. It’s different. I don’t think I’ve ever felt this type of innate, chemical imbalance with anyone else.”
Tanya said, “Girlfriend, only you could describe losing your virginity in a scientific statement.”
“So, umm, can you kind of help me out?” I paused, “I know he has tons of experience. I mean, look at him. I just don’t want it to be awkward. I want it to be good for him too.”
I wanted to be prepared. I wasn’t a prude or anything like that. It just hadn’t happened. Not that I didn’t know how to pleasure myself. I just honestly didn’t know what to expect during sex. I’ve read about it from a clinical standpoint. However, I’ve never been an active participant. The day I surprised Brennan was the day I was coming to terms that I wanted to try having sex with him. Obviously, that didn’t turn out well.
She patted her hand on the side of the bed, “Come here, my soon-to-be-ex-virgin friend. You came to the right place.” Her green eyes gleamed with mischief. “We’ll be watching some very, very naughty stuff tonight. Let’s just say, it will be kind of like doing homework for a big test.”
After 2 hours of watching and laughing at some very educational ‘videos’ from Tanya’s collection, I was pretty sure I got the gist of it.
The intense learning experience brought my thoughts to Zander. I texted him, as I settled in bed. Maybe he was out.
Me: Thanks again for today. I really had a great time.
Zander: Me too.
Me: U busy?
Zander: Nah, just watching the guys play beer pong
Me: Yeah?
Zander: Yup. Watcha up to? Done with ur stuff?
Me: Yup
Zander: Can I call u?
Me: Rain check? Kinda tired today and gotta be up early tomorrow.
Zander: Cool. When can I see u again?
Me: I’m busy tomorrow with group work. How about Tuesday night? Maybe after class. Not too late though.
Zander: I’d love to. Just can’t. Football game.
Me: Oh ok
