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He must have heard the guy asking me for my number because his eyes blazed and there it was, the jaw ticking appeared. I touched his hand under the table. A few minutes later, his demeanor relaxed and we were back to having a great time with his buddies.
Moments like those made me think that he was a vulnerable guy.Wonderful, but vulnerable.
Zander’s preferences and nuances slowly became engrained into my life. I didn’t buy oranges when he was around because he hated them. His driving 15-20 mph above the speed limit (when I was looking) gave me palpitations every time. And his needing 3 alarms to wake him up whenever he slept at my place was a bothersome habit. It was extremely annoying; it was just not enough reason for me to kick him out of my bed. I soon discovered that I had a hard time falling asleep when he was not with me, especially when he had away games.
He also had really cute habits: he fell asleep on his stomach which provided me a lovely view of his ass under his boxers; he was very loyal to his friends; and he cooked or brought me food.
For a man who had everything – looks, talent, and wealth – he made me feel that I mattered. I had no shortage of great friends. They all made me feel valuable. With Zander, it was different. He made me feel like a woman. Desired and worthy. Brennan was a good boyfriend. The difference was that with Brennan, I felt like a trophy. With Zander, I felt like a treasure.
Tonight, 3 months after we became exclusive, I decided to surprise him. I texted him earlier that I needed help with a school project. I had never asked him for help with school so he sounded really excited to help me create a cool design for my presentation.
I asked Tanya to let him inside our apartment. He lightly knocked on my door and walked in.
I stifled a laugh when I heard his leg almost trip on the bed. His eyes had to adjust to the dim lighting. It was only 6:30 in the evening and my lights were dimmed. He climbed onto the bed and kissed me lightly on my cheek. I had the bed covers up all the way to my neck. I knew he was going to kiss my forehead next. He liked to do that. I felt the beginnings of a mustache as he lightly scraped his chin on my nose. I slid a wet tongue under his neck.
He stopped.
“Are you awake?” he whispered.
I didn’t move.
He kissed my forehead and before he rose from the bed, I pulled him towards me. He started kissing me on my lips.
I slowly pulled my mouth away from his and whispered, “I was wondering when you were going to get here.”
I continued nibbling on the side of his neck. His breath came in hot spurts.
“I’d have been here sooner if I knew what you were up to,” his voice came out strained and held a husky edge.
My tongue continued to trail down his neck. He was supporting his weight with his elbows. He was always worried that he was going to crush me.
It was time for the kicker. “I’ve been waiting for you,” I whispered. “Just want to let you know, I don’t have a stitch of clothing underneath this blanket.”
He sucked in a breath, stood up, and in record time, took off his shirt, jeans, and boxers. I heard him open my nightstand where the condoms were stored.
“No need for that tonight,” I said.
With wonderment in his voice, “You want to go bareback, babe?”
I told him when we started being ‘exclusive’ that I was on the pill to regulate my periods. A week after that, he handed me his full medical and physical report. I knew what he was telling me. He wanted to feel me without the rubber. I wasn’t ready for that,then. I was,now.
“Yes.”
He took another breath, “You’re killing me, babe.”
I lightly touched a finger inside of me and when he positioned himself on top of me, I sat up and put my finger into his mouth.
He sucked the wetness off of it.
“You’re wet for me?” he asked.
I nodded, my eyes glazed with passion.
“How wet?” he asked again.
I dipped a finger inside of me again and fed it to him.
“You’re so wet, babe,” his voice was hoarse.
