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He backed off, staring at me, frowning, and for a moment, I thought he was pissed off.Then he tilted his head, smiling a little.“You’re nervous.”
“No, not at all,” I yelped, leaning back against the wall of the hot tub and sinking into the water.
“Really?Because I am sitting in your lap in a hot tub, and you don’t seem that into fingering me.”He pouted prettily.“And I thought I was being such a good boy?”He moved to kneel on the bench beside me, and I whimpered, wanting him back, but still frozen in indecision.
I sunk all the way into the water, hiding for a second, before I popped back up to find Jay’s big blue eyes still on me, wide and worried.
“Fuck,” I whispered, combing my hands through my wet hair.“I was so into it, and you are such a good boy.I can’t imagine how incredible it’ll feel to be inside you, baby.”
“I know,” he said, blushing.“So why the panic?”
“It’s not your fault.I can’t get out of my head,” I admitted, a flush of heat rising to my cheeks.“I’m worried that this was a bad idea.Leaving camp, changing things.”
“Why?”he asked.“I’m still me, and this is far from our first time fooling around.What’s so different here?”
“You want me to fuck you.And I’ve never done that before.”
“You’ve had sex before!”he gasped, his voice full of laughter.
“Only with women.And honestly, no one ever let me do anal.Fuck, that’s embarrassing to admit.”I covered my face with my hands, rubbing my eyes.
“Why is that embarrassing?I’ve never done it, either.We’re in the same boat.”
I met Jay’s eyes, scanning his face, looking for signs that he was upset with me, but he seemed calm and cheerful.“But you love how experienced I am.I don’t want to fuck it up.”
“Aiden.I like you for you, not for your experience.And I know it can hurt the first time.I’m prepared, but it doesn’t mean I don’t want you inside me.”He wiggled a little, grinning.“You inside me.It sounds like the best thing.”
“It does to me, too.”I leaned forward and kissed him gently on the lips.
“Want me to show you what I do?”
“What you do?”I was so confused.“I didn’t think you’d had sex before.”
He stepped in close, kissing me softly.“No, not sex.I can show you what I do when I finger myself.When I think about you fucking me?”
My stomach tightened, all of the blood rushing to my cock as I studied Jay, surprised.He fingered his hole while imagining me inside him?My throat suddenly dried up and all I could manage was a squeak.“Okay.”
Jay watched me for a moment before he shrugged and said, “If you’re not into it, we don’t have to.”He’d misunderstood my panic.
I felt that all-too-familiar urge building inside of me and shook my head.“Oh my god, no.I am so fucking into it.You have no idea.I’m so hard right now.I need to see you like that, with your fingers stuffed inside yourself as you daydream about my cock.”
He smiled and gestured toward the door.“Ignore me while I make a run for it.It will not be pretty; I am not built for the cold.”
“You’re exquisite,” I breathed, watching him intently.“Nothing you can do will convince me otherwise.”
“Me?”he asked, giggling.He took a deep breath and stared at the door.“Okay, here goes.”
He jumped out of the hot tub, squealed at the cool night air, then bolted, sprinting for the door like his ass was on fire.And it was such a cute ass.I was going to be inside that ass.“It’s cold!Why is it so cold?It’s July, for fuck’s sake,” he shrieked, hauling the door open and racing inside.
“There were robes,” I called after him, wrapping myself up in one, laughing softly as I followed him inside.
“Why didn’t you mention that earlier?”His voice echoed in from the bathroom.“I’m toweling off, be right out.”
I followed him, leaning against the door and watching him as he rubbed his skin dry.“I like you better naked.”
Jay grinned, then reached for the bottle of lube we’d bought and a plush towel.“No touching.This is about showing you that you have nothing to be worried about,” he said, walking into the bedroom, where he spread out the towel and crawled across the bed.
“Okay,” I said.
