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“Somehow, I’m not worried about that.”
As I waited for the next time I could see her, I went about my work with a big, goofy smile on my face. I forgot about the psychology textbook I’d been reading and flipped through volumes of lesbian erotica instead. My eyes glazed over and heat swelled within my core as I pictured us acting out every scene on every page.
I still hadn’t told Chelsea quite how inexperienced I was. The idea of being with a woman was nerve-wracking. I was slightly more confident since I’d already made her come—but fingers took less skill than tongues, and this flowery prose wasn’t giving me any guidance.
In a way, we’d both be learning together. It would’ve been sweet and romantic, except I had a feeling that she expected me to know what I was doing. If she thought I was going to sweep her off her feet and have my way with her, she might be severely disappointed.
Finally, Wednesday night came. I had the day off tomorrow, so I could stay up as late as I wanted. That was why I’d invited Chelsea over to my place.
She came in her truck, bearing an extra-large pizza. “I figured you might want to eat,” she told me.
“Believe me, I do.” I set the pizza aside. It wasnotwhat I wanted to dine on.
A gasp escaped her as I claimed her lips. I kissed her fiercely for a minute, not wanting to let her go. The fact that she was here, that she was my girlfriend now—it was all so hard to believe. If I could feel this moment hard enough, maybe it would start to feel real.
She pulled away. “You haven’t even given me the grand tour.”
“Another time.”
She pressed my hands away. “I want to see the famous milk crates.”
“They’re long gone.” I gestured at the real chairs that had taken their place. “You helped pick those out, remember?”
“How could I forget?” Her arms circled around me, finding the curve of my ass. “They look good.”
“Baby, you look good.”
Apparently that was enough of a tour for her, because her lips found mine again, hungry and insistent. She was so soft, and she smelled so good. Everything about her made me crave more from her—all of her—and I didn’t know how long I could hold out. Maybe this was a bad idea, maybe not, but either way, it might not be my choice with the hormones overloading my brain.
No, I had to stop. It was always a choice. My actions were my own—I wasn’t an animal. I pulled away, still panting. It was still too soon. I wasn’t ready.
“I just…” A shock of desire jolted my core, so intense I couldn’t finish my sentence.
“I want you, Tara.” She skimmed a palm over my breast. “I want to taste you.”
My heart pounded. She didn’t even know I’d never done this before.
“Can I do that?” she asked, her breath hot on my cheek.
My whole body was pulsating with need. I wanted to feel her… but I needed to be a hundred percent sure of this first.
“No.” Stiffly, I shook my head. “But I want to do you.”
“To go down on me?”
“If—if that’s okay.”
Her shoulders tensed up, and I thought I’d gone too far. Then she exhaled, and I realized it was the tension of anticipation. “More than okay,” she murmured.
I took her hand and backed her into my bedroom, kissing her every few steps along the way. My mouth was already watering, and my nipples had pebbled under my top. My body craved her, and it didn’t care who would be doing what to whom. As long as I satisfied her, that would satisfy me.
I paused at the foot of the bed. “I have to tell you something.”
Her eyes flew open. “You’re leaving town. There’s a warrant for your arrest. You have another girlfriend.”
How were those the first things that came to mind? “No. I…” I grimaced, not sure if I should even tell her this. “I haven’t done this before.”
She blinked at me, her beautiful eyes wide with confusion. “What, exactly?”
