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“We’ve done the sex thing. And I really like you, and I think you like me too. Am I right?”
“Ron…”
“I want to be with you, Grey. I know I fucked up and I’m sorry.”
He blinks, his hand dropping to my shoulder. “You don’t mean it.”
“I do. I really am fucking sorry.”
“No, I meant the other part. The wanting to be with me part.”
“I mean it, Grey. I mean it with my whole fucking heart. Question is, what doyouwant?”
“I’m not sure,” he whispers and my heart sinks.
“I’ve been a real asshole,” I say. “You’re in your rights not to trust me anymore, and if you don’t want me, I get it, I?—”
“It’s not that,” he says softly. “I don’t know what to do because… I do want you.”
“But then?—?”
“I also want Gigi. And Zayne and Casey, they make me feel things, too, and… I’m so damn confused. There is no pack, I just want four people who aren’t together and I think I’m going crazy.”
“You’re not crazy. You beautiful man, you…” I’m laughing. Can’t help it. I’m fucking laughing and he’s frowning at me and I’m fucking up again. “Hell.”
“What’s so funny?” he whispers.
“Nothing. Nothing funny. I just… fuck, I’ve been so worried about you and now you’re telling me…”
“What?”
“That you want what I want and I’m so fucking lucky. I don’t deserve this happy ending. I definitely don’t deserve you.”
He smiles a little. “Bullshit. No idea what you’re doing here with a disinherited beta who got kicked out for abandoning his fiancée at the altar.”
“Did you want to hurt her?”
“No. I also didn’t want to be with her, but our families insisted.”
“You saved her from a life of misery. Saved both of you. And now you’re free to be with me. With us. If you want it.”
“All of you?” He frowns and I realize he’s only just grasping what I’m trying to tell him. Truth is, I’m not explaining myself properly, and he’s starting to shiver against me. “How?”
“Would you consider a pack life? Because Zayne wants to make us into a pack. You, me, Gigi, Zayne, Casey.”
“Are you serious?” he breathes. “He’d do that? And you would like that?”
“I’d love that. I’m done fighting myself.” I lean in to brush my lips over his brow. “I’m in love with all of you, and Gigi and Zayne are waiting to talk, too. Because the thing is… we also would like to be with you.”
26
GIGI
Ronin and Zayne are half-carrying Grey to our place. He looks too pale, and where I touched his cheek, his skin was icy, but he smiled at me and seemed willing to go with us.
Guess the talking will have to wait until he’s warmed up and given something to eat. I walk ahead to open the building door, and then unlock the apartment.
A quick glance inside tells me that Casey isn’t home.
