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The sobs that left me were loud, painful, and full of so much I couldn’t even put it into words or thoughts.
The loss of my parents, the loss of Yuri, the loss of the man I looked up to as my second father, even if I had been the one to take his life.
All the pain, the suffering that I had caused others or that I had to deal with over the years. Every death I ordered or inflicted, every scream I had wrung from another, and every responsibility I held came crashing down on me and I whimpered as the sobs racked my chest.
“You’re safe with me. You’re safe. I have you.” Leo continued to say, over and over, rocking me with his body.
I don’t know how long we stayed like that, me sobbing everything inside me out, his arms around me and fingers inside me before I took a deep breath and opened my eyes.
“There she is. There’s the woman beneath the armor.” Leo said softly before kissing my cheek.
“I…what the hell was that?” I gasped as he slowly slid his fingers from me and I glanced down to see them covered in my blood as he rested the palm of his hand on his knee.
“That was a yoni massage.” He replied and I frowned.
“What?” I said as he laughed and kissed the tip of my nose.
“It’s a tantric thing. A form of yoni worship or if you want to put it more blankly, pussy worship.” He said with a wink and I heard a soft chuckle from the door behind us, turning to see Riley leaning against the door frame with a coffee cup in hand.
“So tantra is your thing?” He asked and Leo grinned sheepishly.
“Yeah. I got into it a few years ago when I started yoga to help with my anger issues and found the thing that sang to my soul.” He said as he stood and held out his clean hand to me.
“I’m sorry. That is so embarrassing now that I am down from my high.” I muttered as I looked at his hand and then wiped my face.
“Don’t you dare apologize for that. I wear your blood with pride, Sweetheart. You are a woman and I think your body should be honored no matter what phase it is in. And don’t even think about apologizing for the tears.” He said with a stern look and I glanced at his still semi-hard cock.
“ahhh… what about you?” I said and he shrugged.
“Tantra involves energy. I don’t mind waiting. The longer I wait, the more explosive it will be with you.” He said before he pulled me in for a gentle kiss, leaving me wanting more.
“Don’t be surprised if you experience more emotional release. Our emotions are linked to our creational energy which is also our sexual energy. I want you to feel safe with us.” He glanced at Riley who nodded in agreement.
“I also want you to feel comfortable with being vulnerable with us. There is no pressure or anything, but this is a place where you can be soft and not have to be in control. Let us take the lead in private.” He added and I had a warm, fuzzy feeling at the thought of not having to call the shots in all aspects of my life.
“you can be Katerina Volkova, head of the Bratva in public, but with us, you can be whoever you want to be. We are here to serve you, Sweetheart. Let us take control so you can let go.” He said and I felt the tears threaten again, tears that were apparently turned on for good now thanks to Leo.
“Okay. I’ll try. I like the idea of that.” I whispered before he nodded and Riley handed me the coffee.
“You should have something else instead of caffeine in the morning to let your body naturally wake up,” Leo said and I greedily took the coffee, glaring at Leo.
“So, help me, Leo. If you try to take coffee from me, I will shoot you.” I muttered and he held his hands up with a grin.
“Okay, okay. The coffee stays.” He said with mock defeat before he kissed my cheek and then wandered into the house to clean up.
“I can’t wait to show you my form of worship,” Riley said softly as he gripped the back of my neck firmly and kissed the top of my head.
I felt a flutter of anticipation at the words, wondering just what he had in store for me.
“Let’s make you some breakfast.” He said, guiding me inside.
In just a few short days, these men had pulled down every wall I had built around my heart and shown me it was safe to love.
Now I had to find a way to save my throne.
Thirty
Alexsei
