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He smiles at me, cocking his head to the side.
“Explain, Angel, I have a couple more I have to remove, but I don't want to let you go. After all these years, I’m afraid you’re going to disappear. I’ve fantasized about you right here.”
I pause. How do I tell him?
“Umm… I was only ever with Jonathan, and I never enjoyed sex. It wasn't something I…oh I can't explain. Darn it, I'm ruining this for you.”
He watches me closely the whole time I fumble through my explanation. I can't tell him why I never enjoyed sex with Jonathan, that would really ruin it. Just like when he was about to ask me about my back.
“Angel, first, this isn't sex. I'm going to make love to you, and you're not ruining it. Just relax. Do you mean you've never had an orgasm?”
“I know now that I can orgasm, but I never did with him. He said I was defective, said I couldn't, but I'm able to with myself.” I hate confessing that to him, but I know it would be best if he knew, and I don't want any secrets between us.
“Bloody hell, Angel, just the image of you pleasuring yourself makes me even harder. One day I’m going to watch you use that BOB and then I’m going to enjoy you. You're not defective. I'll show you. Just relax and let me pleasure you.”
“I'll try, Joshua.” He kisses my neck, shoulders, and right over the top of my bra on my knockers. His hands skate up my sides, his thumbs landing just under my breasts. My pants get louder as he kisses my nipple through my bra. He gently sucks it into his mouth and my back arcs, pushing more into him. One of his arms slips around me, pulling me closer to him as his other unhooks the front latch bra. He pulls the bra away from my breast and latches onto the nipple, pulling it into his mouth and pressing it to the roof of his mouth with his tongue. I want to climb up him and beg him not to stop. “Yes.” I groan, and his suction increases. He moves to my other breast, paying it the same attention, while his hand tweaks and pulls on my other nipple. “Joshua, I think I'm going to come if you keep doing that.”
“Good. Pale pink buds, they're better than I imagined.” He groans. “I love your breasts. I've wanted to do this since the first time I saw you.” He continues his ministrations, and I feel the pull of his mouth down in my core. It's right there. Joshua gently nips my nipple with his teeth, sending me over the edge. I moan his name and pull his hair. He holds me up until I calm, then pulls my yoga pants and thong off. He sits me on the edge of the bed and kneels in front of me. “We're going to take this slow, okay, Angel? If you start to feel like your blood pressure is getting out of whack again, you tell me.”
“Joshua, I need you even more now. I feel like I'm going to burst if you don't do something, anything, now,” I beg him.
“Angel, relax, I need to taste you first. I hope it'll slow me down a bit.” He kisses me, and pushes me back onto the bed, spreading my legs and exposing me to him.
“Honey, you don't have to.” I start to close my legs, Jonathan never looked at me like this. I want him to stop looking; I worry he won't like me.
“Oh, Angel, first, yes I must. And second, I love when you call me honey.”
“Okay.” He runs his hands up my thighs to my sex. He parts my labia and just looks at me.
“You're so beautiful. So pink and pretty. Just relax, Angel.”
“I'm trying. I've never had… I don't know. I just want to please you. I could…”
“Angel, you do please me. I'm your first here, like this? I love that.” He leans in and kisses me, then slides his tongue up to my clit, and gently licks it. I moan and try to move around, but he holds me in place. He wraps his mouth around my clit and sucks it as he did my nipple, and I feel myself standing on a precipice looking down. His sucking grows harder, and my back bows from the bed.
“Oh, Joshua, I'm—” I come a second time, and he moves to my entrance, tonguing me and licking up my juices.
I'm still seeing stars when he picks me up and sets me higher on the bed. He’s over me and between my legs. He grabs a pillow, and lifts my hips, placing the pillow under me. He must have taken off his pants while I was struggling not to pass out from my orgasm. I've never had back-to-back orgasms.
“Anabel, look at me. I'm clean, and I haven't been with anyone since before December. I want to feel you bare. Can I?”
“Yes, Joshua. Oh God, yes. I had my doctor check me too because I know Jonathan cheated on me. Please,” I practically cry.
“One more thing, Angel, I don't want to hurt you or the baby, so please tell me if I do, but I need to be inside you now. I also need you to know that once we do this, you're mine. Understand there’s no going back from this. I want you and only you. You will only be with me too. No one else. And we will sleep in this bed together every night from now on.” His voice is gravelly, and I can tell he’s struggling.
He kisses me, and I taste myself. I grab his face and hold him to me, kissing him until I’m breathless. I never thought that would be such a turn on.
“Please, Joshua, I need you now. Yes, I understand only you. I want you too, always in my bed, my body, and my heart.” I look down to his impressive erection, and I'm instantly unsure. He's bigger than Jonathan, and I worry he’ll hurt me.
“It's okay, Angel, I'll fit.” He pushes the crown of his cock slowly into me, and groans. “Angel, you're so tight, this isn't going to last very long. I'm sorry.”
He pulls out slightly and pushes back in, going further each time. When he's fully seated inside me, he pulls up one of my legs, causing him to drop into me deeper. I rub my hands down his back and grab his buttocks.
“Oh, Joshua, you feel so good, but please move.” My body is humming all over with the stirrings of another orgasm. He pulls out slowly and pushes all the way back in a few times. I feel right on the brink of that cliff again, but it’s higher this time. He starts to move faster and his breathing increases as he groans. My body tingles.
“Oh God, Angel, get ready.” His speed increases and he reaches between us to tweak my clit, that's all it takes.
“Joshua, yes, yes, Oh God, yes!” I scream as I orgasm again.
