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“Absolutely.”
“Then I’m proud to put my name on that scoreboard.”
I swat his chest, smiling like a brainless zombie. “You’re the only name.”
He doesn’t move for a second. “Do you really mean that?”
I glance up and feel like an idiot. I hadn’t meant to blurt that out. “Okay, don’t take that the wrong way. I haven’t been, like, pining for you for the last ten years. It just… hasn’t happened.”
“You’re really telling me that you haven’t sleep with anyone else since the last time we were together?”
“I had boyfriends,” I protest. “We did stuff.”
“Like what?”
“Kissing. Oral. Hand stuff.”
“Hand stuff?”
“Yeah! That’s sex stuff too!”
“Oh, baby. You’re a middle schooler.”
“What slutty middle school did you go to?” I frown at him with concern. “Seriously, that’s way too young.”
“No wonder you’re desperate for me to fuck you all the time. You’re basically overflowing.”
“I am not overflowing. That’s so gross, don’t ever say that again.”
“You’re bursting with lust.”
“I am withering right now. I’m drying up like the Sahara. You are doing the opposite of turning me on.”
“You’re practically glowing with how much you need my dick.”
“Okay, I’ve officially regained my virginity. You have icked me so hard my hymen regrew.”
He laughs and kisses my neck and chest. “Admit it. No other man could satisfy you.”
“I’m sure there are other perfectly adequate penises out there. I just haven’t had any inside of me, okay?”
He growls, clearly happy with this bit of information. I really wish I hadn’t said anything.
It’s really not like I’ve been saving myself. Rinaldo women do have certain expectations—purity, chastity, that sort of old-world bullshit—and yes, that definitely influenced some of my decisions.
But mostly it never felt right.
What I had with Gian changed me. I got a taste of what it’s like to sleep with a man I really, really wanted, more than anything in the world, and I haven’t been able to forget it. While I haven’t been waiting for him, I have been waiting for that feeling.
And it never came. Not in ten years of trying. I’ve gotten close a few times, but I always backed off. I never had that feeling. That heady, dizzy, crazy, chest-bursting, stomach-lurching excitement that I felt every time with Gian.
The feeling I’ve had ever since he came back into my life.
“I’d be more than happy to provide you with my very much above average penis for as long as you’d like it,” he whispers, kissing my breasts.
I push him back, shaking my head. “Yes, you have a very stupendous cock, but don’t get any ideas. It’s not like I want it to be you, okay?”
He pauses, lips turning down. “I don’t know what that’s supposed to mean.”
