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“And, I don’t know.” She chews her lip and glances up at me. “I’m starting to like this.”
“I’d hope so. Based on how loudly you scream when you come.”
“I do not.” She slaps my chest playfully. Then she frowns. “Wait, do I?”
“No, you’re fine.” I lean down and kiss her.
“Seriously, when I agreed to this, I never in a million years thought we’d up end, you know?—”
“Fucking?”
“Sleeping together,” she mutters, cheeks turning red.
“Fucking.” I nod slowly. “I know what you mean though.”
“And I like it. I mean, I really like it. I’m just nervous.”
“You’re afraid the same thing is going to happen. But things are different now.” I try not to feel a desperation wash over me. I’ve tried so hard to show her hat I’m not the same stupid young man I was the last time we were together.
I know what I want now and what I’m willing to do to have it.
“I know they are,” she admits.
“I won’t ask you to forgive me for what I did and I know you can’t ever fully forget it. But I want you to look at the way things are now.”
She closes her eyes and lets out a breath. “I have been.”
“I’m not going anywhere. Even in a year, when the deal’s done, I’m not going to leave unless you want me to. And if that’s what you want, I won’t make it harder than it has to be. I’ll respect what you want, baby.”
She blows a breath from her lips. “Why couldn’t you have said all this ten years ago?”
“I was young and stupid.”
“Yes, you were.”
“But here we are.”
She nods slowly. “Here we are. And you know what? I like it here. I can’t promise forever, but right now, I really like it.”
I rub my thumb across her cheek. “That works for me.”
“Yeah? You don’t need me to say I love you back?”
“Not until you’re ready, if you ever are.”
“Part of me wishes you’d just be a bastard again. That’d be a lot easier.”
“Too bad. I’m a catch now.” I pull her into my arms and kiss her. “Now, do you want to order?”
“I’m not sure.” She reaches down between my legs and strokes my cock. “Did talking about being together get you hard again?”
“Yes.”
“That’s sick. Monogamy gets you off?”
“I’m definitely broken.”
“Got to admit, that’s the most attractive thing I’ve ever heard.” She kisses me, her eyes narrowing, her smile alluring. “Looks like you just earned another blowjob. Let’s see how long you take to get hard in my mouth.”
