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“I mean it, little Alpha.”
He reached up to hold my face in his hands before laying a brief kiss to the bridge of my nose. “And I’m saying I know that we both have demons we’re chasing away. You’ll talk when you’re ready but for now, I’ll let you fuck them out of your system so that maybe you can sleep through the night.”
“You’re so fucking perfect,” I purred before lowering myself over him and smashing our lips together. Ren immediately submitted, letting me dominate the embrace as I thrust my tongue into his mouth, tasting him from the inside out. My hands continued to roam and I only broke the kiss to lift his shirt off. We came back together like magnets, hungry and needy for each other in a way that I hadn’t felt in a while. Maybe it was the lingering heat or maybe it was the fact that I was letting myself take what I needed.
Control.
I fumbled for the edge of the nest, my fingers catching on the bottle of lube Ren faithfully had stocked for the nights that got out of hand. Ren moaned again as my kisses traveled down his jaw and then to his gland, sucking in one of the scents that I craved so damn much. His back arched toward me, his fingers digging into my arms as he slowly parted his legs to wrap around my waist. The pure look of ecstasy on the little Alpha’s face nearly had me coming in my pants, my cock pressing hard against the cotton.
“Fuck me, Kieran. Hard and fast. Goddess, I need you.”
My hackles raised and I froze, the same way I had earlier when I realized that my mate needed this as much as I did. Retreating from them wasn’t only hurting me. I might not be the pinnacleof our pack—Ren fit that bill—but I was still part of a pack that wanted me for me.Allof me.
I pulled away long enough to strip us both naked and then liberally coat my fingers with lube, knowing that I wasn’t going to be gentle with him tonight. If Ren was going to let me fuck away my demons, I was going to do just that. He wriggled beneath me as I slid my fingers between his ass cheeks, rimming his hole several times before slipping a finger inside. Ren gasped at the sensation as he curled into my chest, pulling a grunt from my throat when his lips latched onto my nipple.
“I thought I told you to stop fucking doing that,” I growled out, stuffing another finger inside Ren’s ass. In return, he bit down and I howled at the pleasurable pain that rocked through me. The weird feeling of liquid dribbling from my skin began as Ren started to suck, moaning as he drank the milky substance. I jerked forward, hastily prepping Ren, needing to be inside of him. As weird as it was, I was going to come like this and I couldn’t have that.
Probably a little too soon, my cock was nudging at his entrance and as I shifted upward, his tight grip on my chest disappeared. “I wasn’t done,” Ren whined and then groaned as I sank into him.
The little Alpha’s lips parted, milk covering his mouth and dribbling down his chin as he begged for a kiss. I gladly gave it to him, rocking my hips against his for several moments until I was ready to pick up the pace. Ren nodded eagerly as I pulled out and then slammed back in, the little Alpha reaching between us as he furiously stroked himself in time with my thrusts.
His head angled back as he cried out, my need to coat myself in his scent growing until I had my head stuffed next to his gland, trying to suck his soul from the sensitive patch of skin. I’m not sure when I had fucked someone so hard, able to pick up momentum I couldn’t when I was pregnant. Ren howled witheach thrust as I drove my cock deeper into his ass, the little Alpha spurting his release across my stomach seconds later. But I wasn’t done. Not yet. The demons plaguing my nightmares were still there—nearly dying during my sons’ birth, last year’s incident, and apparently my entire fucking childhood with a man I had hated from the beginning.
I slid out and flipped Ren over, dragging his ass up in the air before slamming back in.He. Can’t. Hurt. Us.I told myself with every thrust. If he tried, he would be dead. I wouldn’t stop. I would protect my family. Michael wouldn’t walk out alive and no explanation would undo the harm. My fingers dug deeper into Ren’s hips as he cried out, “Bite me. Bite me.” I knew from experience his words were merely the extension of pain he enjoyed so much but this time it felt different.
When my orgasm hit me, I roared, leaning over Ren’s back and digging my teeth into his shoulder until I drew blood. My jaw latched, my teeth sinking deeper than they ever had before when Ren had requested this. I filled his ass with my seed, pumping a few more times until I collapsed on top of him. His fingers curled into the pillows as he squirmed beneath me, both of us surprised when something akin to a bond opened between us.
“Kieran?”
I swallowed nervously and slipped my cock out of his ass, rolling onto my side as the floodgates opened and I could feel Ren. Every little emotion, every twinge of fear and uncertainty, even the height of his orgasm which had me shaking with the need to come again. “What—I thought-” I fell back against the pillows, Ren crawling over to swallow my cock and bring me the relief I was seeking. Seconds later, I spilled down his throat, the little Alpha making his way back up my body.
“I can feel you, Kieran.” His fingers moved to the chaotic bite on his shoulder right next to Isaias’. “I’ve heard stories of Omegas biting their Alphas but it’s rarely done.”
“But-”
“It’s not as strong as an Alpha’s bite and it fades but it’s there.” Ren was all smiles as he snuggled up against my side, pressing soft kisses to my shoulder but I wasn’t convinced. Bites were supposed to come with a conversation and I had never had one with Ren. “Stop worrying, Kieran. I loved it. Even if I didn’t know what it would have done, I still would have asked you to do it.”
It still felt wrong and yet the overabundance of happiness Ren was pushing through the bond overshadowed anything else. The demons I was so worried about falling victim to got stuffed in the background as Ren wrapped himself around me, snoring seconds later. I really had struck gold with my mates, all of them fulfilling different needs. Joel entered soon after, laying our babies in their crib before saddling up against Ren’s back.
“You know, I can feel you too. Faintly, but it’s there.”
My eyes widened, realizing that we were all connected at this point. Ren mentioned it would fade but it just made me want Isaias’ bite all the more. It took me a few moments of searching but I found Joel as well and then Isaias although that link was the faintest. They were here, with me, and it waseverything. “Fuck,” I muttered, sinking into the pillows.
“It’s a wonderful feeling, isn’t it? Having more than just yourself to lean on, to help, to nurture,to love. Isaias will be home soon and I can’t wait to truly feel you through the bond, Kieran.”
I blinked a few times, fighting off the sleepiness that immediately invaded my space. “Would you want-”My bite?
Joel grinned. “I want all of you, everything you have to give, Kieran. If that’s what you want to give me, I would be honored. However, you’ve already given me the greatest gift and I’m not sure I could ever ask you for more.” I could feel something more lingering beneath his words. Pain? Uncertainty? Belonging?Whatever it was, I knew that Joel was still trying to find where he fit into a world that catered to Alphas and Omegas. I was determined to help him find it. Right after Isaias walked through that door so that I could feel whole again.
six
TERRENCE
The next morning, I sat curled up against Joel’s side on the couch, eagerly waiting for Isaias. He had left a message earlier this morning saying that he had had to stop for gas and a few other things before getting back on the road. In two hours’ time, he would be right here with us, in my arms, his scent permeating through the house once again. It was weird that while I had lived without a pack for two and a half decades, two days away and I couldn’t think straight.
Kieran was still half asleep, his skin a bit clammy when we left the nest but his temperature wasn’t high enough to call Dr. Ashford. He had been humming a lullaby to our babies when I slipped out, the fading bond on my shoulder full of love and adoration for the life he had brought into this world. “Happy Valentine’s Day, babe,” Joel whispered in my ear, his lips caressing the lobe gently.
A grin spread across my lips at the bouquet of fresh roses Joel had surprised me with this morning. He mentioned something about coffee once Kieran woke up, which I was totally on board with, and then proceeded to give me one of the filthiest kisses known to man before luring me onto the couch for cuddles. Andonlycuddles because even though it was Valentine’s Day, it also coincided with one of Kieran’s morning checkups. Dr. Ashford texted fifteen minutes ago that he was on his way and while I wasn’t shy about our activities, the Beta doctor wasn’t exactly one of the ones I wanted to show off for.
