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“Why?” I asked suspiciously.
“Because I want your hands on me,” he answered. “Because I want to feel your hands push my suit jacket off my shoulders. I want to watch your delicate fingers unbutton my shirt. I want to see your face as you remove my shirt off my body.” Every word out of his mouth was setting my entire body on fire. I’d never had a guy talk to me like this before, and it was a wonder that I could even breathe. “You told me that you like to be on top, so I’m willing to let you show me exactly what that means.”
I did my best to push back my anxiousness as I reached out and slid my hands inside Killian’s suit jacket. My hands slithered upward until they were pushing the expensive material off his broad shoulders, and Killian seemed larger somehow, which seemed stupid.
Next, my fingers went for the buttons of his shirt, and they were shaking, immediately making me feel like a fool. “My fingers are shaking,” I whispered unnecessarily.
Killian bent his head until his breath was by my ear. “Your entire body will be shaking after I’m deep inside of you, baby. So, this is nothing.”
I pulled back to look up at him. “I already told you-”
“I know what you told me,” he interrupted. “And I’m telling you that we’re different. This is different.”
Pushing back that goddamn hope, I went back to unbuttoning his shirt, and when I had the last one unbuttoned, I pushed his shirt off his shoulders to join his jacket on the floor.
Sweet Baby Jesus on a unicorn.
Unable to stop myself, my hands began to explore his smooth skin, his hard muscles, and that delicious six-pack that I’d gotten a glimpse of at the gym. Since he’d been wearing shorts that same day, I already knew that he had muscular thighs and powerful legs, so that only left one other section of his body unseen, and I felt like I might hyperventilate with the thought of seeing a Killian Warrick completely naked.
“You’re beautiful,” I whispered, even knowing that he wasn’t going to encounter the same thing when he saw me naked. Though I had healed, I had scars; I had a lot of them.
“I only see you,” he replied, making my eyes fly up towards his. “Christ, you’re all I fucking see, Posie.”
Ignoring everything that was wrong with what we were doing, I grabbed Killian’s hand, then led us to my bedroom. There was only one sexual act that hadn’t been tainted for me and I wanted to share that with Killian more than anything right now. I wanted Killian to have one good thing out of tonight if I ended up having a meltdown.
When we got to my bedroom, Killian let me lead him to my bed, and his blue eyes were like focused lasers on my face as he began kicking off his shoes. I didn’t say anything as he toed off his socks, or when his hands went to his belt. My entire body clenched as he pulled his belt through the belt loops of his slacks, the sound sounding way sexier than it should.
Then Killian completely floored me when he held his belt out towards me. “Would you feel better tying me up?”
My heart stopped.
My lungs seized.
My soul shook.
I stared at this gorgeous as sin man and could already feel myself falling in love with him.
Shaking my head, I said, “No, I wouldn’t.”
He regarded me for a moment before dropping the belt next to his shoes. “What next, Posie?”
Instead of answering him, I reached for the button and zipper of his slacks. Killian let out a hitched breath as the sound of his zipper filled the silence in the room. As soon as I slid my hands inside the waistband of his boxer briefs and started pushing the rest of his clothing off, my entire body visibly trembled when I saw what he was working with.
Holy Mary, Mother of God.
Killian was so hard that his dick was pointing straight up, flushed against his abs. He was smooth, thick, long, and ready. He was so long that I had no doubt about his earlier statements when he’d said that he was going to be deep inside me. He was also thick enough that I knew that it wasn’t going to be easy to take him.
Lifting each foot to finally let me undress him completely, Killian Warrick was a masterpiece of male perfection in all his naked glory. He belonged in underwear ads. He belonged on gym equipment commercials. He belonged in goddamn porn.
“What’s next, baby?” he repeated, completely comfortable with standing before me naked.
I looked up into those blue eyes of his. “Sit down,” I instructed, and he immediately complied.
When I’d been attacked, they had only used my mouth during the times that I’d been unconscious. Not wanting to risk me using my teeth to defend myself, my attackers hadn’t been as stupid as I’d hoped. So, with no recollection of them abusing my mouth, fellatio hadn’t been tainted for me. For whatever reason, I’d been able to move past oral sex, even though my mind knew the facts. So, this was the only thing that I could give Killian freely, and it was the only way that I could think of to show him what I was feeling. I could still ruin things once we began having sex.
I lowered myself onto my knees, and as soon as Killian saw what I was about, his blue eyes flared. “Baby…”
“I want to,” I quickly assured him. “You have no idea how much I want to do this, Killian.”
