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His eyes darken, and his fingers dig into my hips as I lean over to grab the bottle of lube from the nightstand. I used to be grateful whenever a client used this on me before fucking me, but I never expected it from them Right now, I don’t hesitate to pop the cap off it. I know Parker won’t stop me. He wants it to feel good for me. He doesn’t want to hurt me.
I lift up onto my knees and use the palm of my hand to spread lube onto Parker’s cock. It’s so stiff and red and warm. I want to take it in my mouth right now, but I know neither one of us would last through that. And I really want to feel him come inside me.
I drop the bottle back on the nightstand and then, careful not to cause any more pain to my ribs, I lift up and slowly sink down onto Parker’s cock. The stretch burns and stings, but it also feels incredible. No one else fills me like Parker. No one else makes me feel like Parker does. Like I’m something to be cherished. And I wish I had the words to tell him that.
“God, you feel good,” Parker groans. “You’re so warm.”
I lift up and drop back down on him, groaning when his cock brushes my prostate. Will I ever get used to chasing my own pleasure? A part of me hopes not because I love this feeling of newness with Parker. The way I’m learning new things about both myself and Parker.
I move my hips slowly in a figure eight motion, pulling a long groan out of Parker. His hips buck up off the bed, but I keep up the slow motion, allowing him to feel every inch of his cock moving inside me.
“I could do this with you forever,” Parker murmurs, the words filled with heat. “I want to be inside you forever.”
I lean down and press my lips to his, sliding my tongue into his mouth in time with the motion of my hips. His back keeps arching, seeing more, but I keep playing with him. Drawing it out of him because I want him to stay inside me as long as possible.
I love the feeling of the two of us connected. The knowing that I’ll never be with anyone else again. The high that comes with knowing I’m falling in love with someone for the first time in my life.
But eventually, I know neither one of us can take anymore. So I lift up again, pulling myself off Parker’s cock until just the tip is left inside me. Then I drop back down, impaling myself deeply on him.
“Fuck!” He keeps one hand on my hip and slides the other around to my ass, helping me keep my balance. He grips me tightly as I lift off him and slam back down again. I hang onto his shoulders and quicken the pace. His fingers dig into my ass as I bounce up and down, slamming myself onto him over and over.
“Rhys…”
“Come on, baby.” I kiss his forehead. “Come deep inside me. I need to feel you.”
He does it almost immediately, his hips stuttering as he cries out.
I close my eyes as his warmth floods my body. I’ll never get tired of that feeling. Of knowing we belong to each other.
His cock is still pulsing deep in me when he sits up suddenly, wrapping one of his arms around me. His free hand drops between us, and he wraps it around my cock. “Keep using me,” he says softly. “Get yourself off, Rhys. I want to see you come.”
I obey immediately, watching his face to make sure it’s not too much overstimulation. But if it is, it doesn’t show. The only thing in his expression is a tenderness I’ve never seen directed at me from anyone else.
My balls tighten, and I bury my face in his neck as I come so hard that my vision turns spotty. I feel my body jerking against him, my cock pulsing in his hand.
“That’s it,” he praises. “Give me everything you’ve got.”
I whimper as more comes out, my ass clenching repeatedly around his cock. My skin feels hot, and my heart is pounding. Parker kisses me through it, his lips soft and gentle against mine. And only once he’s sure I’m empty does he turn and lay me carefully on the bed.
I’m quiet as he cleans us both up, just watching him in the low light from the lamp. I still can’t believe I’m here. I can’t believe I got out. I can’t believe Parker cared enough to stay by me through everything.
When he’s done and has laid beside me and pulled me into his arms, I kiss the scar above his chest, one of the many he got from his father. “Thanks for not giving up on me.”
“Never.” He kisses the top of my head and squeezes me tighter against him.
“I just…I really didn’t think I’d ever find someone who wanted me beyond what I did for him in the bed.” My face warms as I admit that, but I want to say it. I want him to hear it. “Tony got so deep in my head; I forgot I used to be somebody else outside of him.”
I don’t have to look up at him to know his eyes are flashing with anger. It happens every time I talk about Tony.
“Well, you are somebody outside of him,” Parker says, his voice fierce. “And I love all of you. I hope you know that.”
My heart feels as though it could bound out of my chest with happiness. Maybe I don’t believe all of that myself yet, but the fact that Parker believes it already brings me peace. Makes me feel like I can get there one day too. I know it’s going to take a long time to unlearn everything Tony drilled into me, but I’m ready to try.
I lean up and press my lips to Parker’s, reveling in the taste of him. The feel of him. And the knowing that he’ll be by my side as I start my path to freedom.
