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Our kiss deepens as I grind faster, still sensitive from my last orgasm. I’m quickly heading toward my release once more, and this time, Alek will careen over the edge with me.

Where I go, he follows, even if it’s over a cliff.

I’m so full I can hardly stand it, and when his hot cum releases inside me, I fall to pieces in his arms. I cling to him as my body quakes, the orgasm gripping every nerve ending I possess.

Every time he makes me come, it’s better than the last, so mind-blowing my world shifts on its axis. I don’t know how it’s possible, but only Aleksandr Kurochkin holds this much power over me. He’s the maestro, and my body sings only for him.

His arms wrap around my waist, holding me close as he remains buried inside me in this intimate position. Our heavy breaths mix in the small space between our faces. Alek presses his forehead, beaded with sweat, against mine and closes his eyes.

“I love you,” he whispers. “So fucking much.”

I cling to him. “Promise you’ll never leave me, Alek. Please.”

“I promise, malishka. You’re mine, and I’m never letting go.”

Chapter 24

Willow

The past two weeks have been intense. Alek is an excellent tutor, even if his teaching methods are unconventional.

At school, we’re still pretending we aren’t in a relationship. Though Alek and I are careful not to engage in PDA when other students are around, the secret glances and rendezvous are bound to be noticed by someone. It’s only a matter of time.

As long as word doesn’t get back to his father, we’ll be fine. I’m not sure what Grigor Kurochkin will do if he finds out, but I don’t want to be the cause of any more cigar burns.

Graduation is just over a month away, and I don’t know what the future has in store for us. When I imagine my life after high school, Alek’s face is there, though the details around him are hazy. But at least it isn’t a black hole anymore.

I grab my lunch tray and head toward my usual table. Alek is waiting for me with that dashing, mischievous smile on his face—the one that makes me melt every single time.

Once again, Prisha is nowhere to be found. She’s been avoiding me ever since our strange encounter in the parking lot. I’m not sure what her deal is, though I suspect it has to do with Alek. I never confirmed my true relationship with Alek, but she probably knows I’m lying.

And that makes me feel terrible.

I set my tray down and take a seat beside Alek. He has open textbooks sprawled across the table, keeping up our usual ruse of tutoring as an excuse to sit together.

“Ready to study?” he asks, his gaze raking over my body.

“Actually, there’s something I wanted to ask you.” My voice is shaky.

He knits his eyebrows. “What’s wrong?”

I’ve been avoiding this question, but with graduation looming so close, I’m not sure how much longer I can stand the unknown. I need Alek to fill in the blanks of our future together, to make the haziness grow clear.

I need something to hold on to.

“Nothing’s wrong,” I say. “I just… I wanted to ask what happens to us after graduation.”

He tilts his head. “Why would anything change?”

“It shouldn’t. But we have to be practical.” I gulp. “How long are we going to keep our relationship a secret?”

I carry my voice low so no one can eavesdrop.

“I had a thought,” Alek says. “I’ll be expected to attend a top European university next year. I know you haven’t given it much thought, but I want you to come with me. If you wanted to go to school, I’m sure we could find somewhere that would accept your CV. But if you don’t want to do that, I have the means to support you.”

I can’t hide the grin on my face. Alek has been thinking about our future, too, and though it doesn’t entirely solve the Grigor Kurochkin problem, it buys us more time. We could live abroad together in a place where nobody knows who we are, away from prying eyes and adults who want to control us.

“That sounds incredible, Alek.”

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