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“You have no idea.” I open the door to let some fresh air in, the steam still thick from the shower I just took. He appears in an instant, pulling me against his body before taking my still wet hair into one hand, rubbing it as though he’s mesmerized by it. “You smell amazing.”
“Thank you, but let’s skip all of this flirting stuff so I can talk to you with an open mind.” He drops my hair, still looking into my eyes when he takes a small step back, allowing space between us.
“I’ll wait for you in the other room... but if I hear that vibrator again, I’m coming back in.”
“Oh my God… how embarrassing.” I pretty much want to slam the bathroom door at this point and never come out. He starts laughing as he walks away with that fucking cocky strut of his. Jesus, why is that so sexy.
“Don’t be embarrassed, it won’t be long and nothing will shame you when you’re around me.” He yells from the other room and I take a long look at myself in the mirror and a real deep breath before I just take the plunge and go talk to him about all of this. If he wants this to be with me, he will have to understand that I’ll have lots of questions.
“Alright. I get that you want me to do this with you and I’m sure you’ve gathered just how sheltered I’ve been in the kink department prior to this. I’m just not sure what I’m getting in to, if that makes sense. I’m going to need understanding and communication.”
“You will learn to communicate in many ways, Camille. It won’t be long and I’ll be able to read your exact thoughts just by watching how you move… how you breathe.” His eyes turn dark as he takes my hand and guides me to sit next to him on the couch. “I will understand everything there is to know about you. If you free your mind of any limitations, the possibilities are endless. But… you have to give yourself to the idea of all of this and trust me as your Dom. With trust, everything else will fall in place.”
I nod, taking in everything he’s saying. “It’s just the filming part that has me nervous. I’m a very private person.”
“If it’ll make you feel any better, I’ll hide your identity with a mask in all the taped scenes. I’ve already set it up where there won’t be any photographers or staff running the cameras. Everything will be pre-set and you and I will view it before it goes to editing. If you want anything removed… we cut it out. It’s simple Camille. This will be our experience first… we will only share what you want to with the world.”
“I like the idea of a mask and thank you for allowing me to have so much say in what gets released.” Feeling slightly better about all of it, I finally decide to go for the trial period idea I came up with last night. “Can we do a trial run on it all… maybe at least allow me one time without cameras to see how I do.”
“The inexperienced part is what we’re wanting to capture. That’s why I can’t have sex with you or do anything more before we begin.”
“And if I say no to all of this?”
“Then I have to find someone else to complete the project.” He sits back… so definite in his response that it actually hits me deep inside. I don’t like how I hated hearing his nonchalant answer, but I did ask for it. It is pretentious of me to think he’d only consider doing this with me, even though he’s made me feel like I’m the perfect person for the job.
I’m sure he could find hundreds of women who would love to be in my exact position right now, while I’m here second guessing myself about what I’m about to say.
“Let’s go with the mask. When will we begin?”
“Right now.”
