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I can’t help the smile that comes over my face as I walk to the bathroom to do my morning routine and head out. Last night had worked out better than I could have ever imagined.
Gabriel was someone that I always wanted and, now that I’ve got him, I couldn’t remove the smile from my face. I had always envisioned Gabe being great at sex, but he surpassed any fantasies that I ever had about him.
I head back into my room and see that he is just waking up.
His eyes shoot wide open and he sits up in alarm. He looks around the bed to the floor where his clothes were thrown and then his eyes finally find me. I see something in his eyes that has my stomach completely sinking in dread.
“Shit,” he mutters before grabbing his clothes and putting them on faster than I thought possible.
He turns around and sees me standing in the doorway still staring at him, and a look of complete and total regret passes over his face.
“Fuck, Aubrey. I’m so sorry. That shouldn’t have happened. I don’t know what I was thinking. Fuck, your brothers are going to kill me.”
He says everything in a quick rush. I almost don’t understand him, but I do, and I wish I didn’t.
Tears well in my eyes, but I will them not to fall.
I will not break down in front of him.
I take a deep breath and stare Gabriel in the eyes.
He flinches back at the cold look in my expression.
“Get out,” I mutter through gritted teeth, doing everything I can to make sure that he doesn’t hear the pain in my voice.
“Aub,” he pleads.
I shake my head and move out of the way. “I said, get out. I can’t look at you right now.”
I watch as he nods his head once, swallows hard, and reluctantly leaves the room.
I slam the door shut before slapping the wall and leaning against it, slowly sliding down to the floor.
How could this have gone so wrong?
I cover my mouth with my hands to cover up the sobs.
I don’t want him to hear me break.
He was the only person with the power to break me and I completely let him.
I pushed him, and this is what it got me?
After an hour of sitting in front of the door, I get up and walk to the window.
The driveway is still covered in snow. I close my eyes and lightly bang my head on the window.
The snow had finally stopped, but there was no way I was getting out of here.
Fuck, why did I think it was a good idea for me to seduce him when there was nowhere for me to go if it went badly?
My phone pings with a message, and I have a feeling I already know who it is before I open it.
Kalen: I miss you so much, baby.
I scoff. Is this all I am worth? I have sex with the guy who I have always wanted just to have him regret it. He clearly doesn’t want anything else from me. Then, the guy who does want a relationship with me only wants me for the connections that being with me would offer him.
Maybe I am better off alone.
