Page 42 of Loving Gabe


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I spent all night wondering where he was and if he was okay. I paced the penthouse over and over again until I finally got a hold of one of my brothers.

Gabe makes me feel amazing and like I’m important to him when I am with him, but he’s got a busy life and I am starting to wonder how I fit into all of that.

Things were supposed to be easy after I finally got the man I had loved for years, but this is anything but.

Am I supposed to spend my life like this? When he doesn’t come home and I’m left to wonder if he is even safe? Is such intense loneliness part of the deal?

I know they take on some shit that isn’t exactly inside the law. I had overheard too many hushed conversations to think anything else.

My brother Hudson is the exact same way with his club. They are good people, but they will hurt anyone who comes after their family. Which is the same way all of my brothers think.

I am failing to see where I fit into all of this.

I’m also feeling incredibly guilty that I spent the day with someone who I have an intimate history with and had a good time.

When I left Caleb and came back to the quiet penthouse, the worries started. I know Gabe wouldn’t like it, but he wasn’t here and didn’t get to ask how my day went because he was too busy with work.

Even if it was completely innocent and I don’t feel anything for Caleb anymore, I still would have liked to be able to have that conversation with him.

I decide to head to my parents’ place today.

I walk into their place and hear music in the kitchen. My mom is probably cooking or baking. It’s something she loves to do, which is where I get it from.

“Mom, are you in here?” I shout as I walk into the kitchen.

I freeze in my tracks when the sight before me catches my eyes.

This is not something I wanted to see.

“Oh my god. MY EYES!” I shout and cover my eyes.

“Aubrey! Honey! What are you doing here?” my mom asks, too breathless.

“I wanted to visit you today,” I shout.

“You can open your eyes now,” she says with amusement in her voice.

“I don’t think I ever want to open my eyes again,” I reply with a shudder.

“We are perfectly decent,” she says with a laugh.

I slowly open my eyes and see that my parents are full clothed.

“I don’t think I could ever burn that image from my brain,” I grumble.

“That’s what you get for not knocking,” my dad says with a grin.

“I didn’t expect to see my dad have my mom bent over the…” I start, but then gag before I can finish my sentence.

“It’s perfectly natural to have a healthy sex life,” my mother says.

I throw my hands up and cover my ears. “I don’t want to think about my parents having a sex life.”

“Of course, we do. How do you think we had six kids?” my dad asks with a cheeky grin.

“Gross,” I say with another gag.

“I thought you would be busy living it up in your life?” my dad says, and I cringe at his words.

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