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Maybe it’s a good thing she shut the door in my face. I rub a hand over my jaw and step backwards. I stare at the door like I’m willing it to open.
Stop being ridiculous.
Go to bed.
As I head upstairs, I feel almost defeated which is stupid. Like I expected her to let me have my way with her again.
I’m lucky I got it in at all. Which I still can’t believe happened.
I go through the motions of getting ready for bed, doing the tasks of taking a shower and brushing my teeth but my mind is elsewhere.
The dark hallway.
The hot, hungry kisses.
Our bodies slick with sweat.
Her pussy bare and beautiful and all for me.
I climb into bed with a raging hard on.
But I took her virginity. I don’t mess with virgins and here I am going against what I said. What if she gets attached?
Girls and sex often equal feelings unless she’s the type of girl who only wants hook ups. I’m pretty damn sure Everleigh isn’t one of them.
But maybe she won’t. With the way she closed the door on me earlier, I could be wrong.
Fuck, why do I always let my cock rule my decisions?
We should’ve never crossed that line. Especially considering it was her first time. What an ass I am. It should’ve been more special for her. With a boyfriend or someone she cares about who reciprocates those feelings.
Not me. Not cold dead me inside, who doesn’t give a fuck who he hurts, who doesn’t give a fuck if he’s selfish.
So do I care I was an ass? No.
But the thing is for me to even care that it should’ve been special for her tells me I care. At least a little. And I can’t let that happen.
There’s no way I’m getting hurt again. Been there done that and it’s crummy shit.
Next weekend, it’s the frat’s Halloween party. Dates aren’t required for this one and it’s an open door event for the entire campus. I want to ask her to come with me and dress up as Jack and Sally. The Nightmare Before Christmas is one of my favorite Halloween movies and I’ve dressed up as Jack lots of times before. But I’ve never had a Sally.
Hey, tonight was fun. Thx for going with me. Next Saturday is the frat’s Halloween party…u down?
Earlier tonight over drinks, I told her there’s an event pretty much every weekend, but I’d understand if she couldn’t make them all. It’s a lot. Joining a fraternity is a huge commitment, one I knew going in.
She doesn’t respond within a few minutes so I click the phone off and place it back on my nightstand. Hopefully my stupid dick didn’t ruin everything. I still need her.
It takes me a while to fall asleep. When I finally drift off, her face is all I see.
Everleigh didn't respond to my text until Tuesday night. Making me wait, I see what she’s doing. But it’s all good because she said yes. She also agreed to being Sally.
Yet she told me to pick her up early. She wants to go for a drive before the party to talk. My stomach sank when I read the text. I’m hoping all she wants to do is set boundaries and not tell me to forget our whole arrangement.
The party starts at nine and all of our friends are going. We have since freshman year. I’m manning the drinks so Ev lets me know she plans to hang with her girls most of the night. Works for me as I’ll feel bad if she’s standing around not having fun while I work.
I arrive at her door around eight and when she steps up, I laugh and shake my head. She looks amazing. “Wow, you make a good Sally, Ev.”
“And look at you, Mr. Jack Skellington, how handsome.” She steps out into the hallway and I lift my mask up, resting it on top of my head. I get a good look at her makeup and it’s perfectly done, along with her dress and red wig.
