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“I haven’t in a while. They don’t have alcohol at the omega house. But I know how to make cocktails.”

“How do you know how to make drinks if you don’t drink yourself?” She looked at me definitely, putting the book down.

“I never said I didn’t drink. I just don’t do it often. And anyway, my drinks would put you in a better mood.” I smiled and held my hand up as she started to move.

“I believe you, but you shouldn’t be doing things for me. You need to rest up. I’ll make you something instead. Have you ever had a virgin mojito?” She paused and settled back into the chair. I could tell she was uncomfortable being taken care of. It was strange, something I’d only seen in omegas that had been neglected in our province. Most omegas, and especially the ones in the Western Province, were well taken care of. As I gathered the ingredients from the bar, I pulled some fresh mint leaves from the small herb garden we kept by the window. For some reason, I wanted to make this drink perfect for her. After putting the finishing touches on her drink, I motioned for her to come over, pulling up one of the extra chairs to the desk so she could sit with me. Her face lit up as she saw the fizzy drink garnished with mint leaves. How quickly she went from being hesitant to happy. It was incredible. She practically skipped over to the chair, taking the drink from me as I settled back into my own.

She took a drink of the mojito, then eyed me. “Hey, I don’t taste any rum in here.” I raised my glass to hers.

“Of course not. I said it would be a virgin. When you are this close to heat, you shouldn't have anything that could set you off.” She gave me an eye roll but smiled as she drank.

“It is very good, either way. Thank you.” I nodded and tried not to let my alpha side feel too good about her compliment. I needed to be careful. With her this close, our hormones were practically a ticking time bomb. I resumed reading the book at my desk, trying not to pay attention to the way she licked her lips after each sip from the glass. After a few minutes of trying, I gave up. I’d already re-read the same page five times just trying not to look at her.

“Kian?” My gaze shot over to her, my ears tingling. I’d never heard her say my name before. It made me feel a certain way. “Can I ask you something?”

“Yes, what is it?” She placed her now empty glass down on the desk next to her book, then fiddled with the bottom of her shirt before speaking.

“Why don’t you like me?” The question was so frank that it stunned me. She looked at me, waiting for me to respond. She looked so vulnerable yet resigned, like she knew the answer already. I sat up in my chair, leaning toward her.

“What makes you think I don’t like you? Just because I don’t want to participate in your heat doesn’t mean I don’t like you as a person.” Her bottom lip quivered as she listened.

“Just tell me. I need to know. Every pack ends up rejecting me. What is it? I know you’ll tell me the truth. The other guys like me, for now at least. After my heat, they’ll turn me away just like everyone else. Kian, I know you aren’t attracted to me like how they are. At least do me the decency of giving me the real reason I keep getting thrown away!” Her voice was so earnest as she gripped the armchair. I looked at her, sitting there in all her beauty and wondering what was missing that kept her from being bitten into a pack. How could I answer her? How could I give her a reason when I saw that there was nothing in the world that would make my pack reject her? Nothing that would make me reject her, except for my own fear?

I leaned over and reached out, my hand softly cupping her chin. She looked surprised, but didn’t pull away. I got closer, tucking a stray piece of her hair behind her ear, and leaned in as I spoke. “Listen to me now, omega. You’ve been looking at this the wrong way. This whole time you’ve been asking why you aren’t good enough. You should have been asking yourself why you ever thought any of those worthless packs could ever be good enough for you.” She gasped, but I kept hold of her, my other arm curling around her waist. “You have always been the prize. You just let yourself believe in the lie that you have to earn anyone’s approval. Start asking yourself if any of those packs ever deserved to be in the same room as you, much less have the honor of being your pack.” I pulled her over to me and onto my lap in one quick motion. Maybe it was the drink, or my exhaustion from work, or the fatigue of pretending I didn’t want her as much as everyone else in my pack did. “I don’t dislike you, omega. If anything, I’m frighteningly attracted to you.” Her soft lips opened as she looked at me, her face inches away from mine. Her eyes were glazed with lust as I felt another burst of her perfume hit me. “Falling for you would only put you in harm’s way. But omega, you tempt me.” Her eyes widened at my words, but then she leaned back slightly, which only angled her center closer to mine. I suppressed a groan and watched as she looked at me with an unreadable face.

“For the leader of such a fearless alpha pack, you sure seem scared to go for what you want.” It was my turn to be stunned. The omega had some attitude in her, and we were wading into dangerous territory. It only made me crave her more. I’d love to hear more from her sassy mouth, maybe give her the spanks she seemed to be craving. Her eyes flicked down to my mouth, then back up at my eyes as her tongue wet her lips. That did me in. For all the energy I had put into avoiding her, denying her, and denying myself, my resolve was faltering. And at this moment, I no longer cared. “Fuck it, I need you.”

I reached for the back of her head and pulled her in, kissing her like I had been dreaming of since I had first scented her, since she’d given me a blow with her little fist upside my head. She kissed me back with just as much need, her tongue mingling with mine in perfect synchronicity as we fell back against the chair. Her hips moved against mine as she sought out my hardness. The scent of her slick was thick in the air, and I knew she was in need. Her hands raced across my body, holding me close as she savored our kiss as if she’d never have the chance again. I’d make sure she was satisfied. I needed to do this for her, care for the omega, as my alpha instincts were demanding me to do. I also needed to show her how important she was, and that she deserved so much more from life than what she had been dealt. I cupped her cheek, kissing her chin, the sides of her mouth and her neck before pulling back. She was so small that it was nothing to pick her up and shift us, so that she was sitting in my leather chair while I kneeled in front of her.

“Let me show you how precious you are.” I unbuttoned her pants, eager to get them off. The slick had already made a spot through her jeans, and my eyes flared when I saw it. I hadn’t been intimate with an omega in years, but I felt like she would be the one to break all my control. Her hands touched mine as she reached down to help me pull the pants off. She tried to push her panties off just as quickly, but I took hold of her wrists. “Patience, omega. I told you I was going to treat you.” I leaned down and kissed her, first at her belly button, then her hips, then her inner thighs as her breath hitched. My mouth kissed over her panties, the cotton soaked with her slick. I heard a low moan and realized it was coming from me. The scent and flavor of her almost made me come right then. I moved my tongue, licking her through the fabric as she squirmed. Her body quivering as she fought to free her hands from my grip.

“Kian! Please! More!” she gasped, and I sucked on her through the fabric for a few seconds longer. Then as I let her go, I pulled her panties down to reveal her glistening center. It looked like pure Nirvana, and I was going to be blessed to get a taste. I reached to grip her hips and buried my face into her. “Mmmmm.” I hummed, my mind buzzing as I felt her slick folds pulsing while I used my tongue to drive her wild. Who could have tasted something so incredible and given it up? I was already addicted to her taste and I had barely started. This woman would be the ruin of me. Pushing in deeper, I used my tongue to penetrate her while she whined for more. I could drink from her for hours, her slick the sweetest nectar in existence. I lapped up and down, trying to memorize the maze of her folds and seeing which motions brought forth the most pleasure from her. She was clawing at my head and gripping my hair as I feasted on her. I licked at her clit and felt an orgasm rip through her as she moaned out. “Oh! Oh! Oh!” I kept going, her slick now gushing out as she bucked against me. Pushing in a finger, I felt her velvety inside and pressed up, adding in sensation as I sucked on her clit. “It’s so intense!” She moaned, and I added another finger, pressing firmly until I felt her swell. Faster and harder I beckoned at her, not caring about the slick mess we were creating on the leather chair.

“Give me another one, omega.” I pumped my fingers up at her internal wall as she wailed, her body writhing at the dual sensations. She came again, and I was filled with pride.

“I need your knot!” she panted, and even with her orgasms I felt her sweet pussy clenching at me for more. I hadn’t expected this, any of it. I didn’t want her to take my knot, not yet anyway. But I didn’t want to deny her when she was begging me so sweetly.

“Sweet omega, you don’t want my knot. You’re being driven by biology, not your mind.” She whined at me, looking down with desperation.

“Please alpha! I want you!” Gods damn it. I was powerless against her pleas.

“Just this once.” I whispered as I stood, taking off my belt and lowering my trousers and briefs. I knew I was at full mast and her eyes widened at the sight, with her legs still spread and her center slick and glistening. She took in the size, looked up, and nodded. I lifted her, sitting down in the leather chair and repositioning her so that she was on my lap again with her legs spread on each side of my legs. “You can go as slow as you need to, omega.” She bit her lip, then lifted her hips as her hand grabbed my cock. I hissed as I felt her soft fingers position me at her wet entrance. This was pure bliss. I watched her as she angled me and lowered herself slowly with a determined look on her face. I thought she wouldn’t make it all the way down. She paused several times, then kept lowering herself as she adjusted to taking me. “Too much? We can stop if you need to.” My voice was low and understanding, even though I would probably spend the rest of my life in agony if I never got to finish this with her.

She looked up at me, narrowed her eyes and grabbed my tie, twisting it around her little fist as she pulled me toward her, sinking all the way down and sending me into a stupor with the sensation of her tight walls surrounding me. She reached behind herself all the way down between my legs and caressed my sack. “I think you forget yourself, alpha.” Her sudden confidence had me by the balls, literally. “I’ve had more experience with alphas than you can imagine, and I’m not afraid of taking your knot. But I am demanding it.” Dear gods in heaven, this omega was going to be the death of me. Keeping her eyes on mine, she started grinding her hips against me as she took me in, sliding all the way up and down, causing my body to jerk involuntarily. I’d never felt anything quite like it before. She moved, the motion of her hips changing as she chased her pleasure, all the while keeping me right where she wanted, gripping my tie. Her movements became faster as her eyes fluttered, and I felt myself losing control as she got lost in her pleasure.

“Omega, my knot…” She nodded, releasing my tie and gripping my shirt tightly as she bounced on me, her movements fast and sharp as she chased her release.

“I need it!” She cried, and I grabbed her hips, helping her along and thrusting up into her until I felt myself swell. Suddenly, I slipped up as deep as possible into her, feeling her open for me as my knot grew. I held her down on my lap, her voice crying out as we became locked together, her insides squeezing around me so tightly that my release became inevitable. I threw my head back and growled, my hot seed spurting out inside her as I felt her caress me. She let out a wail, then fell onto my chest as she came over and over as our hips rocked in slight movements until we both collapsed into a heap on the chair.

I held her as our breathing evened out. One thing was certain. Any control I thought I had over this situation was an illusion. This omega had completely and utterly owned me within one night, and I was never going to be the same.

Chapter 43

Bella

I was having the best week ever. Every day I was growing closer to the wonderful men who were treating me like a queen. I was staying in a beautiful house filled with the scents of the pack I was falling for. And now, after finally having broken through to Kian, I felt truly ready for my heat. For the first time in a long time, I was actually looking forward to it. He had held me for hours last night after giving me the most incredible experience, not to mention his incredible knot. He’d also apologized for his distance. Kian assured me he would be there for me when my heat started. I knew it would happen soon - I was getting little fevers and cramps with increasing frequency.

When I went downstairs, I’d usually find one or more of the pack already in the kitchen, probably waiting for me to wake up. We would make breakfast together and start the day, but usually only after one or more of them ended up giving me an orgasm on the kitchen table. Today I found Jameson and Maddox waiting downstairs, pretending they weren’t starving even though I could hear their stomachs growling from practically the next room. I took it easy on them and told them to sit while I whipped up some food. Their kitchen was fully stocked with anything I requested, and I’d make a list every day with meal ideas for all of us. They never asked me to cook, but I enjoyed doing it for them. Also, they weren’t nearly as good as me in the kitchen, although I’d never tell them that. Soon they were eating the breakfast I made, praising the eggs, bacon and hash browns I cooked lovingly for all of us.

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