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I flinch.“Well, what can I say, I’ve let my hair down.”
“I doubt that.”
Crossing my arms, I tip my head to the side.“You think I don’t have it in me to be crazy, spontaneous, adventurous?”
“No,” he answers simply.“No, I don’t.”
“Fuck you, Muff.”
“Tell me the last thing you did that wasn’t careful and safe.You’re not a wild girl, Janine, stop actin’ like you are.”
“Yes, well, being nice got me where, exactly?”I spit.“You’re off fucking another woman while I wait around with a broken heart.”
He jerks.
“I’m not fucking her.”
I don’t know if that makes me feel better or not.
“It’ll only be a matter of time,” I whisper.
“If I didn’t come in here tonight, that man would be balls fuckin’ deep in you so don’t act like you’re not goin’ to do the same thing.”
So, he’s thinking of fucking her?
That burns.
“I’d appreciate if you left me alone,” I say, trying to stop my voice from shaking as I go to step past him.
He reaches out, stopping me.“This isn’t you.”
I jerk my arm from his grips.“You don’t know me anymore.”
“I know that you don’t do shit like this.Don’t change who you are because you’re hurtin’.”
“Maybe,” I grind out, “I’m going to change who I am so I don’t get hurt any further by people like you.”
His eyes flash with hurt.
“So you’ll go fuck other people to make yourself feel better instead of givin’ me a chance to fix this shit?”
I nod.“Yes.That’s basically it.”
I take a step past him.
“You don’t have it in you,” he growls, his voice low, “to be that wild.Your life is structured and perfect, you play it safe because you’re too afraid of what will happen if you don’t.”
“Yes, well, look where that got me.I’m done being the nice girl.”
With that, I leave him in the bathroom alone.
One thing is for sure, Iamdone being the nice girl.
It has done little to help me.
From now on, I’ll be whoever the fuck I want.
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