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- Aiden -
I had to leave.
I couldn’t face Lucy. I was too embarrassed. Too furious.
And as far as Fiona, she said more than enough in the few minutes we spoke.
I pulled the car into my parking spot and turned off the ignition. But I didn’t get out. I just sat there, gripping the wheel like I had all the way home.
My phone buzzed on the passenger seat. It was Lucy again. I let it ring out. I wasn’t ready to talk to her.
What was there to say?
I knew my anger was beyond explanation, that what happened with Chelsea was in the past, but I thought Lucy was the only woman that had never lied to me. Even my Mom and my sister had lied to me hundreds of times, but that was different. That was family. I was stuck with them, but I had chosen her.
And she was the last person on Earth who I ever thought would make a fool out of me like this.
I felt like a fucking idiot!
How many times had I defended Chelsea to her or bit my tongue instead of bad mouthing her to Lucy? Too many to count! And every time, Lucy just listened politely, nodding and pursing her lips, probably thinking about what a pathetic schmuck I was.
And she didn’t even like Chelsea! That much had been perfectly clear since the first time I introduced them. So why protect her? Why guard her secrets and let her keep parading around town making a fool out of me?
It was unforgivable.
I turned to the phone and waited to see if she would leave a message, but the beep never came. No surprise there. What could she say?
I’m sorry?
It wouldn’t even mean anything because I’d know she was just sorry I found out, sorry Fiona spilled the beans.
And that was the other thing. It wasn’t even like Lucy was the only one who knew! She and Fiona probably fucking laughed about how lame and trusting I was, joking about my bitch of a girlfriend while she continued to bleed my bank account dry and fuck strangers while I thought she was volunteering?!
Did everyone know but me?!
I mean, how many guys had swiped my girlfriend while we’d been dating. I straightened my arms and pushed my head back against the seat. I felt sick.
Being reminded that Chelsea was a cheating bitch was one thing, but finding out that my best friend knew the scale of her deceit and didn’t tell me was a blow my ego couldn’t take. What was it that Fiona had said? They saw her out with some other guy?
Why didn’t Lucy call me that second?
Even a text would’ve done.
Shit. If the situation had been reversed, I would’ve taken a goddamn picture and sent it to her. By the time she got it, I would’ve already beaten the shit out of the guy that was fucking her around and left him for dead.
Cause I was fucking loyal. Perhaps to a fault.
And I thought Lucy was, too, but maybe I was wrong about her. Maybe she was no different from all the other lying bitches I’d been with over the years.
Even Alex knew. What a joke. The kid used to look up to me and now he probably thought I was some loser that willingly let his girlfriend’s fuck around and didn’t care who knew about it.
The phone rang again and I turned it over so I could see her face on the screen. It was a picture of her smiling with icing on her nose. I took it at my last birthday party, the one she helped Chelsea plan. Maybe they were fucking friends after all. Maybe I couldn’t read either of them, and they only pretended they didn’t get along.
I didn’t even know anymore.
All I knew was that everything I was excited about, everything I had planned, felt like it had been pissed away to nothing.
