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“I know.” Jesus, I was thinking about us fucking. I was turned on and, at the same time, still angry with him. The two emotions collided into one hot mess. “Why are you being so mean?”
He turned the ignition, put the car in gear, and drove a few seconds before he said, “I’ve had a crappy six months and I’m pissed as hell to come back and see you in the arms of a soul-sucking Grit.”
“I wasn’t in his arms, Kilter.”
“You weren’t struggling to get away.” He kept his eyes on the road while his hands gripped the steering wheel so hard I heard the leather crack.
Thoughts are words. Thoughts are words.“You have no right to tell me who I can and can’t talk to.”
His knuckles turned white. “For Christ’s sake, I saved your life. I have every fuckin’ right. ”
“Are you going to hold that over my head forever? I remember, okay? I’m here because of you—I get it. So here it is—thank you. Now are we through?”
“Not by a long shot.” His head turned and he briefly looked me up and down. “No bones. Better.”
I rolled my eyes at his half attempt at a compliment. “Gee, thanks. Always the eloquent one. You, on the other hand, look like hell.” He did look rough, but he was still hot.
Kilter’s brows lowered and his lips pursed together. He was silent a few seconds before he slammed on the brakes. I gasped as the car skidded to a halt and a horn honked behind us.
He punched his fist into the dashboard. “Damn it, babe, I fucked up. You could’ve been hurt and I wasn’t here.” He cursed under his breath and leaned his head back against the headrest. “I don’t need this.”
I bit my lip as I watched the ravaged look on his face. He had dark circles under his eyes and his cheekbones were accentuated as if he’d lost weight. What happened to him? He was acting like he was concerned about me, yet why had he stayed away for six months? He lived with the Scars, why hadn’t he asked one of them where I was? It didn’t make sense.
“What do you want, Kilter?”
He closed his eyes while his hands rested on the bottom of the steering wheel. When he opened them again, he turned his head to look at me.
My breath stopped.
Unmistakable anguish lay unsettled in his eyes, and it was so heart-wrenching that I reached out to touch his arm but drew back and put my hand back in my lap.
I didn’t know what was between us. Why he rescued me. Why he shared a part of himself he never shared with anyone. Why he had made me feel protected. But I wasn’t ready for the intimacy of what touching him might bring.
“Seeing you tonight….” His eyes landed on me and his arm shot out, cupping the back of my neck. He leaned in and, at the same time, pulled me toward him.
My eyes widened, breath hitched, and my heart pumped wildly. Then his mouth crashed into mine.
I sagged in to him, no resistance. None. I was his puppet as his mouth moved over mine with desperate need.
My breasts throbbed as heat radiated off his chest, off mine, fingers bunched in my hair, his other hand now at my waist, keeping me from moving away. But I wouldn’t.
I’d never felt anything so intense as the desire swirled through every part of my body.
Overpowering.
Electrifying.
And terrifying because I melted into him and there wasn’t a piece of me that didn’t want more of him.
Oh, God, what was he doing to me?
Uncontrollable. Penetrating. And it scared the shit out of me that this man could cause such strong emotions with a single kiss.
He broke away and we stared at one another for a second. My chest heaved and my lips felt bruised and swollen, but it was a good bruised and swollen.
His hands fell from me and he sighed, leaning back in his seat. “Fuck, I shouldn’t have done that.”
I had no response because my head spun and my body ached and throbbed, wanting more. I touched my lower lip with the tip of my finger.
