Page 25 of Consume Me


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Cocooned within their steely bodies, emotions swirled.

I felt small and safe, yet at the same time, sliced wide open.

Overwhelmed, I tried to dissect and compartmentalize my feelings, but couldn’t.I was as fragile as bone China, and crumbling quickly.

Tears began spilling down my cheeks.

“Savannah?”Nick whispered, combing my hair away from my face.

“I’m sorry.I don’t know why I’m crying,” I moaned.

It wasn’t a lie.

I couldn’t reconcile the barrage of emotions whipping through me.Something amazing and far beyond my comprehension had been unlocked inside me.Something raw and vulnerable was unraveling within, while at the same time, a strange sense of peace flowed through me.

“It’s okay, kitten.”

“No, it’s not,” I sobbed.“I don’t know what’s happening.Why can’t I stop crying?Thank you both for what you just did.I know it sounds stupid, but I never would’ve gotten to experience such an incredible experience if it weren’t for you both.I’m sorry.I know how pathetic I sound right now, but…”

Choking on a sob, my tears continued to flow.

“What’s happening is perfectly normal.Tasting submission for the first time is often overwhelming,” Dylan whispered, gliding his wide hand over my hip.

“It is.I don’t have words to describe what I’m feeling…it’s all so powerful and foreign.”

“We know,” Nick assured.“It’s okay.Cry it out if you need to.”

“We’re not going anywhere,” Dylan promised.

Their understanding of what I couldn’t comprehend was like a safety net.I was completely free-falling, but they were right there to catch me.

It took a while, but I finally regained my composure and stopped crying.Of course, my mind still wandered down a labyrinth of confusion, and a kernel of fear took root in the pit of my stomach.

How was I supposed to go back to my uneventful life after experiencing…this?Struggling to harness the panic clawing to break free, I focused on the rhythmic sounds of their breathing and the soothing cadence of their fingers and hands gently stroking my body.It didn’t take long before I was able to shove a lid on my fears of the future and bury them deep within my mind.

I was here now and determined to bask in every sensation they were willing to give me.

Nuzzling Nick’s chest, I closed my eyes and inhaled his masculine scent before branding it to memory.Then I threaded my fingers through Dylan’s hand, still resting on my hip, and imprinted his gentle and reassuring touch to my soul.I may not be able to live this fairy tale forever, but I could carry these precious memories with me until the end of time.

I couldn’t hide from the fact that they’d changed me.Freed me.Opened me to something magical.Forced me to see the parts I’d tucked away were beautiful and natural.With a clarity I’d never known before, a veil had been lifted.I was a submissive, and it was pointless for me to deny it ever again.

I had six days…six short days, to learn all I could about submission from these two amazing Doms.And I had no intention of wasting a single moment.I sniffed and inhaled a ragged breath, welcoming the sudden calm, centered feeling washing over me.

As we laid in a tangled web of arms and legs, we talked and talked.My insecurities disappeared…at least for now, and it was much easier to confess all the curiosities I yearned to experience.My list wasn’t long, and their eager remarks made it clear they were going to take immense pleasure in introducing me to the joys of paddles and bondage.Their gentle words, wicked chuckles, and reassurance filled me with excitement.I was anxious for them to test my limits.

It was hours before we eventually climbed out of bed.As Nick and Dylan tugged on their jeans, I peeked out the window.Snow had drifted halfway up the glass.

“Unbelievable,” I muttered, in awe of Mother Nature’s frenzy.“You guys have to see this.”

As they eased in beside me, Nick shook his head and chuckled.“Looks like we’ll have to find a way to occupy our time.We’re definitely not hunting.”

“I’m sure we’ll come up with something fun to do.”Dylan winked with a crooked grin.“You know…like the dishes.”

“Oh yeah, that was the first thing on my list,” Nick quipped sarcastically.

As we cleaned up the kitchen—me naked once more, and them wearing nothing but low-slung jeans—their proximity became a test of self-control.Every cell in my body wanted to drag my tongue over their sculpted bodies.But I couldn’t.I didn’t have permission.Of course, that didn’t stop me from torturing them as much as they were me.

Purposely spreading my legs and bending at the waist to put the frying pan away, I caught a furtive glimpse of Dylan watching me.As he cursed under his breath, I grinned.It was all the encouragement I needed.Taunting them with suggestive poses, I continued putting the dishes away.But their playful swats, gentle caresses, and possessive gropes had me aching for more.My plan had totally backfired, but my hormones weren’t complaining.

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