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Pride shines brightly in his eyes, and instead of answering his initial question, I take a risk, and jump.
“Name it, Nate.”
His eyes roam over me, and I expected the shadow of a smile, for him to want to play, but there’s nothing.
“If you can read me, why don’t you give it a go?” He stops right in front of me.
I swallow thickly, but I go for it. What do I have to lose at this point?
“Just now, you felt pride.” He cocks an eyebrow at me, so I explain myself. “You love it when we’re on the same page. When you feel understood.”
I take a staggered breath, licking my lips as I hesitate to point out the rest. “That’s why… That’s why my betrayal hurt you so much. Because you thought we understood each other, and my actions took you by surprise.”
His face is blank, but it’s his lack of response that tells me I’m on the right path.
“I do understand you, Nate. You might not be capable of expressing yourself easily, but it shouldn’t stop others from listening. You’re not inhuman, you’re not impassive, you simply don’t speak the same language as everyone else. But I promise you, I’ve come to understand what you struggle to articulate, and I know. I know how betrayed you feel from what I did, but if you hurt me more, if you go too far, there will be no going back from this. We’ll never find the closeness we felt.”
He puts both his hands on my thighs, leaning down to face me. His lips are inches away from mine.
“Answer the question.”
I close my eyes. We’re at a standstill here, and one of us has to surrender.
Just as I open my eyes again, he falls to his knees. “What do I have to do, Kayla?”
Looking up at me, his hands spread my legs apart. “To keep you? To make you mine?”
He pushes my dress up my thighs and all the way to my hips.
“You don’t understand the things I’m capable of.” Nuzzling against my inner thigh, he lowers my underwear at the same time, until they’re completely gone. “You can’t even fathom what I’ll do if you try to leave again.”
“I wasn’t—”
“Lies have no place in this relationship, do you understand? Call me whatever you want, point out all the horrible things I do, but I would never lie to you.”
He pulls at my hips, putting me in an awkward position with my ass on the edge of the seat, and my wrists still tied to the arms. Grabbing one ankle, he forces a foot flat on the edge, and then the other, so that I’m completely exposed to him.
“Nate,” I gasp. “This…is not a fair conversation. I need us to be on equal footing to discuss. Not…not—”
I’m cut off when he buries his head between my legs. My body heat rises a hundred degrees, my knees suddenly shaking as his tongue explores my entrance.
He doesn’t listen. He doesn’t care. He doesn’t want to know what I have to say.
He pushes inside me, sending a wave of pleasure crashing through my body and a rush of wetness to my pussy. He licks me, bringing my arousal to my clit, and swirls his tongue around it.
“Oh.” The sound escapes me, followed by a long moan I can’t control. He grazes his teeth, taking a breath, and licks my nub over and over again to a rhythm I can’t keep up with.
He does that thing where everything disappears, where all I can do is focus on the pleasure. I throw my head back, incapable of doing anything else anyway.
My chest is rising and falling to a senseless rhythm, barely dragging any air in, but pushing moans out I can’t control. Noises I didn’t even know I could make.
He pulls his mouth away but talks so close to my pussy his breath makes me squirm. “This is what you want, isn’t it? Me, on my knees, begging you to reciprocate my feelings. Me, at your feet, desperate for crumbs of attention.”
His flat tongue licks me all the way from my entrance to my clit, and I’m seconds away from coming when he stands up. Pressing my jaw tightly, he forces me to part my lips, and his tongue comes to caress mine, making me taste just how much of an effect he has on me.
“I have nothing more to give you, Kayla. If you don’t want me now, you’ll never want me. I can’t have that. I can’t have you not feeling the same obsession I feel for you.”
And I hear the words that frighten me the most.
