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“I’m sorry.”
My eyes widen, chest tightening, my body still buzzing from the need to come. “Sorry for what?” He takes a step back, turning around and walking toward the door. “Nate…sorry for what?”
With his hand on the handle, and his back to me, he barely twists his head to the side, not meeting my eyes. “I’m sorry I’m going to hurt you. But I want to make you mine. Your body is mine, and I’m going to hurt it. Your soul is mine, and I’m going to taint it. I’ve already broken your mind, and I’ll do more, little sunflower. I’m going to crush your heart in the palm of my hand and order it to beat for me.”
He opens the door, and a woman is standing behind it.
“What—Who? What are you doing?” My feet fall from the chair, crossing my legs in the hope of hiding my nakedness.
I pull at the cuffs, the pain around my wrists enhancing the tingling sensation Nate left after licking me. What is wrong with me? I’m terrified, turned on, and so scared of what’s about to happen I can’t focus anymore.
“This is Mimi.”
The woman waves, smiling awkwardly. Her short bleached hair has bright pink tips, and her nose and ears are pierced. She walks in with a black bag, her eyes stuck on my bound wrists.
“Not gonna lie,” she says in a stressed squeak. “This isn’t my usual at-home job.”
“I didn’t pay your gambling debts for you to comment on the situation,” Nate answers casually, standing behind her as she drops her bag next to me. “I paid for you to pierce and shut the fuck up.”
“Pierce?” I gasp. “Pierce what?”
My dear husband comes to stand behind me, pushing the thick straps of the dress to my shoulders.
“I want to do something we’ll both like in the long run.”
“Nate.” My panicked, wavering voice comes from somewhere deep inside. I don’t think I’ve ever sounded like this in my life.
“Name it for me, little sunflower.”
I can barely take my next breath as he lowers the neck of my dress below my breasts. I’m not wearing a bra, as the dress is tight, fitted perfectly, I didn’t really need to. How I wish I did.
“I c-can’t,” I stammer. “Nate, please.”
“I can put numbing cream,” Mimi suggests softly.
“Mimi. Be kind and keep quiet. I would hate to have to kill you for not upholding your end of our deal.”
She nods quickly before meeting my eyes.
“No cream,” he continues. “My wife loves pain. It turns her on.”
“Fuck!” I scream, knowing what’s coming. “Don’t fucking do this to me.”
Nate pinches one nipple after the other, hurting me on purpose, and instead of fighting back, a sigh of pleasure leaves me, reminding me of how turned on I was a minute ago.
“S-stop…”
“I’m just making them hard. Why are you fighting something you love?” He lets go and kisses the side of my head. “Think of all the fun we’re going to have with these.”
The size of the needle makes my eyes bulge out of my head. “Shit.”
“Name it, baby.”
“I-I—” A gasp freezes my lungs. “Panic,” I exhale. “Terror. Please, don’t do this. Nate, I swear… I swear I’ll never forgive you.”
His hand wraps around my throat, just below my chin. He pulls, sending my head back and forcing me to look up at him.
“See, that’s your problem. Because it doesn’t matter if you forgive me, if you want me, if you love me. Either way, you’ll be here, by my side, and I’ll take it all, Kay. I’ll take the anger, the tears, the terror. I’ll take it, and I’ll turn it against you, and I’ll make you so fucking desperate you’ll have no choice but to want me back.”
