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I took her hands in mine and pressed soft kisses to them. “Then we will work through it.”
“Will you be upset?”
“Will I be upset if you get scared?”
“Will you get upset if I get scared of you?”
“No, princess. I would never be upset with you for your feelings. You may feel scared of men again, but part of me thinks that since he is in jail, you’ll feel so much better. I think your mind will relax. You might always be skittish around men, but I don’t think you’ll be so terrified now. And even if you are, we’ll work through it together. “
“You’re a good Daddy, Onyx.”
I cupped her head in one hand and slid the other under her lower back, lifting her body to mine.She wrapped her arms around my neck and I hovered above her. I’d set her down if she showed any anxiety at all.
“I-I’d really like for you to be my Daddy.”
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Emily
“I-I’d really like for you to be my Daddy.” I had never asked for what I wanted before. The fear of rejection was always too much for me, but I wanted Onyx. So. Damn. Bad. I was also pretty sure he wasn’t going to reject me.
He gave me a slow grin and pressed his forehead to mine. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.”
His eyes were twinkling, but he sighed softly. “I think you should commit to this decision when you’re feeling more like yourself. A lot of things have changed very quickly, but I will be glad to be your Daddy for as long as you’ll let me, even if that's just for a few days.”
I wanted to tell him that was a silly idea, but he was probably right. I wasn’t feeling like myself. I knew I still wanted him as my Daddy, but there were probably lots of things we needed to talk about first.
He pressed his lip to mine gently. I had never been kissed before, so I wasn't sure what to do. I rested my hands on his chest first. He nipped softly at my lip and then sucked it into his mouth. I gasped at the sensation and panicked. What was I supposed to do? Did I touch his tongue with mine? Did I just lay there with my mouth open looking like a fishie?
He pulled back and smiled down at me. "I can hear you thinking, princess."
"I'm sorry! I wasn't sure what to do."
He chuckled. "I'm really glad to hear that."
He was?
He continued, “Not because I’m being a possessive alpha male or because I actually believe in the toxicity of purity culture. I just worry about how many terrible things you were exposed to by the asshole and the people who followed him. I want all of your firsts to be wonderful.”
Tears blurred my vision. He was so sweet.
“Could we do it again?”
“Do what again, kiss?”
“Yes, please?”
“Well, how can I say no to such a sweet request?” He moved back and lifted me onto his lap. He held my chin with one hand and he cupped the back of my head with the other. He pressed his mouth to mine again. I loved how strong his scent was when he was this close to me. His beard tickled my cheeks. He tasted like cinnamon.
I rested my hands on his shoulders this time. His hand fisted in my hair and he tightened his grip. Not enough to hurt me, but enough to give me a taste of his possessiveness. His tongue explored the inside of my mouth with a gentleness that made the butterflies in my stomach dance again. He released my chin and his fingers trailed up my bare thigh. Goosebumps rose on my flesh and I wiggled, trying to get closer to him. He released my hair and placed both hands on my hips under my nightgown. I felt so feminine. His hands were so rough against my skin. In this position I was aware of how large his frame was when I was pressed to him like that.
He pulled back and I tried to follow him. He laughed, but fell backward on the bed.
I grinned. Being on top of him made me feel so powerful. Moving my arms to his forearms, I guided them over his head. Shifting my weight, I held him down. My diapered ass rubbed across his cock and I froze.
He looked concerned. “It’s okay, princess. Nothing happens…”
