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Hell, yes. I landed on the bed with a soft thud. A kaleidoscope of emotions somersaulted inside me as I looked up at him. Being here, with him, was the only thing that felt right at the moment. Everything else, the doubts and worries, faded somewhere into the background.
Even the thought that I was risking everything I’d fought so hard to repair for the past four years.
Aaron lowered himself to hover over me, kissing my forehead delicately. The action in itself was so beautiful that I felt my eyes water. I was in way over my head with this one.
“I’m going to fuck you, baby.” He stroked my pussy roughly, shoving a finger inside me. “Hard. Like no one has ever fucked you before, and I won’t stop until you’ve shattered into a million fucking pieces, and you can’t feel anymore.” Another finger, and I was whimpering. “This is your last chance to walk away, baby. Because from here on out, you’re mine.”
A warning bell began to ring at the back of my head.
You’re mine. You’ll always be mine, you stupid slut. I shoved down the voice and closed my eyes to the painful memories as a tear slipped down the side of my face.
Fuck you, Jeremy. Fuck you and your wicked words.
When I opened my eyes, Aaron looked down at me with calculated eyes. For one brief moment, I thought he could see through me, through the façade, and straight into my soul. But he didn’t move. Even his fingers inside me stilled, almost like he was giving me the opportunity to make a choice.
I’d come this far. Might as well see it through. Otherwise, I’d spend the rest of my life wondering what might have been.
Sucking in a breath, I nodded. “Fuck me.”
It was all Aaron needed. With a growl, he withdrew his fingers, settled between my parted legs, hoisted one of my legs up against his shoulders, and pushed into me with his very hard, very engorged penis.
Resistance met him. I gritted my teeth. It had been a little over four years, after all.
Aaron pulled out a little, then drove back in.
“Shit,” he murmured, his brows furrowing. “Your little cunt is custom-made for me, baby. Can you feel it choking my cock?”
His dirty words dragged a moan out of me. Me, who disliked extra vulgar words. Aaron was killing me. I’d never been this turned on in my entire life.
The pain slowly gave way, and pleasure rose from the surface. I held on to his muscular arms, digging my nails into his flesh as the sensations began to build. Never in my life would I have imagined sex would be so titillating.
“You’re taking every last inch like I knew you would, baby.” He pulled out again, but not entirely, and thrust back in. “I’m going to reward you for being such a good girl.”
I cried out, my back arching with every thrust. Aaron fucked like a god. Hard. Fast. Fucking good. This was more than fucking. I was being devoured. Consumed. Unintelligible sounds echoed in the air from my throat, and my eyes drifted shut.
“Open your eyes, Felicity,” he panted. “Look at me when I’m fucking you.”
My eyes snapped open at the same time my breath seized, and my mouth opened silently. The orgasm washed over me in long, almost unbearable, sporadic waves. By the time I was falling, Aaron hit that sweet spot inside me with a forceful thrust. Then I was flying again, this time with a scream so loud my voice cracked.
“Fucking fuck,” Aaron drew out with a growl, pumping into me once, twice, and then he was coming, his hips jerking as he finished inside me.
Ever since the incident, I’d been on birth control, so I wasn’t worried that Aaron came inside me. I was worried, however, that we’d crossed a line we would never return from.
Our breathing mixed, and so did our sweat when he collapsed on top of me. Every single emotion I had been pushing down came swirling back up like black ink, gathering around my neck and grabbing me in a chokehold.
The most intense emotion was fear. It didn’t just settle around my neck; it spread to the rest of my body. I was afraid that history was repeating itself, that I was letting someone else in, and that I would end up back in that dark pit again.
Fear that I would lose my essence again.
“You’ve bewitched me, Felicity,” Aaron muttered against my neck as he peppered kisses along my damp skin. “Body and soul.”
I pressed my eyes shut at the depth of emotion in his voice. I didn’t want to feel anymore. It was easier that way. He would never want to look at me again if he knew who I was and what had happened.
And I didn’t think I could live with that.
“You don’t have to whisper sweet nothings in my ear, Aaron,” I said.
His body tensed. “Do not make the mistake of thinking there’s anyone else for you but me. I gave you a chance to walk away, and you didn’t. I want you to be my girl.”
