Page 193 of Captive Heart


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"It’s going to be okay," I breathe out, the words a fluttering banner of courage in the headwind of approaching birth. "It’s going to hurt. But eons of women have gone through this trial by fire."

Hades bends his head and kisses the back of my hand. He pats it, each stroke a silent pledge of his presence, his protection. The man who commands empires with an iron will now bows to the tender tyranny of fatherhood. He, who has navigated the labyrinthine underworld of crime, now finds himself humbled by the impending miracle of life.

Truly, if ever there was a testament to the transformative power of love, here it is.

A new contraction begins to build. A crescendo of creation that grips my body in its powerful clasp. Yet within this crucible of pain, there is a burgeoning elation, a joy that burgeons like dawn's first light. With Hades by my side, the specter of my past fades into insignificance.

"Look at us, Hades," I whisper. My voice is a thread spun from the raw silk of vulnerability and strength. "From the ashes of our pasts, we're about to raise a phoenix."

His lips press to my forehead, leaving a benediction that sears through the tumult of my thoughts. In this sanctified space between heartbeats, I glimpse the magnitude of our love. A force mighty enough to carve rivers through barren landscapes, to rewrite the stars in their entirety.

I squeeze my eyes shut as the intensity of the contraction climbs.Holy fuck.

I’m going to actually give birth to my baby boy.

Holy fuck.

ChapterTwo

Hades

The antiseptic and sweat mingle in the thick air, a sharp tang that claws at my throat. I can’t tear my eyes away from my wife’s sweat-dampened face. Anxiety fills my chest with lead.

God, let Penny get through this in one piece.

The once serene labor room is now a battlefield, nurses fluttering around Penny igniting my nerves. A growl rumbles deep within me, a primal warning for anyone who dares to approach too closely. Overprotective? Maybe. But when it concerns Penny and our son, no caution seems excessive.

Penny's voice cuts through the tension, pulling me back from the edge of apprehension. "They're just trying to help," she soothes, her exhaustion evident beneath her calm tone. “Please, Hades. Let them do their work. It’ll be easier for me if I don’t have to worry about you. I need to focus now.”

I scowl at the nurses' every move, feeling their actions as intrusions on this intimate moment. Yet Penny trusts them implicitly, understanding their role better than I do.

"Relax, love," she urges, her hand seeking mine as an anchor amidst the chaos. I nod for her sake, though my body remains tense and ready to protect her at a moment's notice.

"All right, Penny," I concede reluctantly, my gaze fixed on her for any sign of distress. After all she's endured, my protective instinct roars like a caged beast within me.

She brings the back of my hand to her lips for a kiss.

Her gratitude softens my demeanor and melts my core. It reminds me that even in darkness, solace can be found in another's presence. As I watch Penny, I vow silently to keep her and our son safe at any cost.

* * *

Hours later, the room falls into silence as our son's first cry fills the air. It’s a cry that heralds his arrival into this chaotic world. I have no words. Tears press at the corners of my eyes. I cut the umbilical cord, unable to believe the miracle I’m witnessing.

He’s here,I think.He’s here and Penny is still safe. Thank god.

I hold him for the first time. Looking into his eyes is the closest thing I’ve had to a religious experience. After the nurses weigh and test our baby and Penny is made as comfortable as possible, I very gently transfer my son into my wife’s arms.

Exhausted yet serene, Penny lies with vulnerability etched on her features. Witnessing her pain leaves me feeling helpless and raw inside. Her eyes are fastened on our son.

"Look at him, Hades," she whispers softly. "Isn't he perfect?"

He has a head full of hair and a strong, heathy lungs that he tests out when Penny takes possession of him. But soon he settles down on her chest like a precious gem. Penny’s artist's fingers are now as gentle as possible when they caress him through the swaddling blanket.

"Hey there, little man," she coos. She gazes at his face with boundless tenderness that touches even the hardest of hearts with its grace. I can’t blame her for not being able to look away. I can’t either.

The bond forming between them captivates me, tangible and profound. Penny, once acquainted with the worst that life could throw at her, now radiates pure joy. She is more captivating than any canvas masterpiece she could conceive.

"Perfect," I echo, the word feeling foreign on my tongue. It hangs in the air, mingling with newfound softness that threatens to unravel me. For the first time, I allow myself to believe in such perfection.

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