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27
CHLOE
Icould get used to this being carried everywhere stuff. After all the men left the bedroom, Daddy brought me into the bathroom and set me down on the toilet to pee while he got the bath ready.
As soon as I finish my business, I reach for the toilet paper, but Bash is right by my side in an instant, gently pushing my hands away so he can do it. I should probably be embarrassed about him cleaning me up like this, but I’m not. With him, I feel no shame in anything. He wants to take care of me this way. I want it too, if I’m being totally honest.
There’s dried blood under my fingernails, giving me a sick sense of satisfaction. I once loved my father and thought he was a wonderful man, but now all I feel is relief that he’s gone. Part of me wishes my mom was still alive so I could talk to her and ask why she always made excuses for him. Why she always stood by his side. Did she see his evil ways or was she blind to it too? Whatever the case, I hope she’s proud of me for what I did. She may not have been the perfect mom, but I know without a doubt that she truly did love me and wanted what was best for me. But she allowed my father to rule her life, and I have to be okay with never knowing why.
Daddy lifts me from the toilet and carries me to the tub, slowly lowering me into the hot, foamy water.
“Is it too warm?”
“It’s perfect, Daddy. So perfect.”
His eyes focus on my face as he relaxes and helps me sit down. My body is heavy, and I still feel the urge to close my eyes. Bash keeps one hand wrapped around my upper arm the entire time as if he’s afraid I’m going to slip underwater.
“Daddy?”
“Mm?” He runs a soapy washcloth over my skin, his gaze following his movements.
“I’m not going to be a lawyer. I don’t want to do anything that he wanted me to do.”
The corners of his lips pull back into a smile. “You’re not going to be a lawyer, baby girl. You’re going to run your own makeup company, just like you’ve always wanted.”
Shrugging my shoulders, I look up at him, knowing what’s coming. “I’m not taking money from you.”
His smile widens. “We’ll see.”
Relief floods me from the inside out. I knew Bash wouldn’t force me to be an attorney, but hearing his confirmation makes me so much happier.
“I need to change my last name,” I mumble.
“You will, baby. Soon. We can do it tomorrow if you want. Chloe Gilroy has a much better ring to it anyway.”
My mouth falls open. That wasn’t what I meant. I just want to have a different last name from the man who raised me, but changing it to Bash’s last name and being permanently tied to him forever sounds pretty perfect.
“Are you sure you want me to be your wife?”
Dropping his face to mine, he stares at me, his green eyes intense and sparkling. “More than I want to take my next breath.”
Well, okay then. Not going to argue with that.
“Hold onto my arm and spread your legs so I can wash you, baby.”
His deep voice sends a shockwave to my clit, and as I obey his command and wrap my fingers around his thick muscles, I suck in a breath, anticipating his touch. As soon as the fluffy cloth brushes against my clit, I let out a soft whimper and claw harder at his arm.
“Are you needy, baby girl?”
Peeking up at him from under my lashes, I nod and squirm when he moves his hand again. Slowly, he rubs a circle around my swollen nub.
“Lie back. Daddy will take care of you.”
He helps me to lean back before lowering his mouth to mine, capturing my lips. While he kisses me, he lets go of the washcloth and brushes his fingers over my mound.
When he pulls away slightly, he rests his forehead against mine. “I want you to let go and come for me. Let it all go and let me take care of you. I got you, baby. Daddy’s always got you.”
I nod and moan as he slips a finger inside me while using the heel of his hand against my clit. With one hand wrapped in the front of his shirt and the other gripping the edge of the tub, I start to move my hips in rhythm with him. I don’t know why I need this right now, but I’m not going to question it.
