Page 26 of Bond & Mate


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Kit’s revelation and our candid conversation have left me in a state of introspection. As I glance at him, a sense of gratitude washes over me. Maybe, just maybe, Kit has always been a part of my life for a reason, albeit a challenging one.

I’ve harbored resentment for the pain and bullying he inflicted during our high school days, but as I’ve navigated the turbulent waters of our shared past and the complexities of our present circumstances, I’ve discovered unexpected layers of growth and resilience within myself. His presence has inadvertently shaped me, even though it took years to realize it.

While I never expected to see Kit in this strange and perilous situation, there’s an undeniable shift happening between us. The electricity in the air when our eyes meet, the intriguing blend of pain and pleasure, and the connection that seems to transcend the chaos around us—it’s all both surprising and oddly comforting. I almost want to lean in and kiss him again. To see if that spark is still just as intense as I thought it was before. To see where this new excitement and these new things that I’ve been learning about myself can take me.

My heart flutters with a mix of anticipation and curiosity as I lean in, closing the distance between Kit and me. The unspoken tension between us seems to pull us closer, like a magnetic force drawing us together. I’m about to kiss him, to explore this new, unexpected connection, when suddenly, a disturbance shakes the very ground beneath us.

My lips hover just inches from Kit’s, our breaths mingling in the charged air, when a Rift abruptly materializes just outside the cavern. The world around us trembles as the portal’s eerie, otherworldly energy fills the hidden space we’ve come to call home. My instincts scream at me, and I know we can’t afford to ignore this ominous development.

The Rift!

Breaking away from Kit, I meet his startled gaze, our shared moment of intimacy abruptly halted. The urgency of the situation takes over as we both spring into action. There’s no time to dwell on the complex emotions swirling within us.

“Shit. The Rift!” I exclaim, my voice filled with a mixture of fear and determination. “We need to stop this now.”

ELEVEN

LARS

My peaceful slumber is abruptly shattered by the unmistakable sounds of chaos. A muffled roar, like the distant thunder of a brewing storm, reaches my ears and sends a shiver of alarm down my spine. In an instant, I’m wide awake, every muscle in my body tense and ready for action.

My eyes snap open to a scene of disarray and urgency. It’s clear that something catastrophic has occurred, something beyond our control. As I scramble to my feet, I quickly realize the source of the commotion.

The Rift has opened again, and it’s right beside me.

Panic surges through me as I stare at the swirling vortex of dark energy that has materialized just a few paces away. It’s as if the very fabric of reality itself has been torn asunder, and from within this chaotic maw, the unknown threatens to spill into our sanctuary.

Adrenaline courses through my veins as I gather my wits and prepare to face whatever challenges lie ahead. This is what we’ve been training for, what we’ve been thrust into, and now, it’s time to confront the dangers that await beyond the Rift. With determination and the knowledge that our unity is our greatest strength, I steel myself for the impending battle, ready to protect those I’ve come to consider my pack already, in a very short time.

As I stand there, frozen in place, a monstrous abomination crawls out of the tear in reality. It’s a grotesque, otherworldly creature with gnarled limbs, twisted features, and eyes that seem to suck the very light from the surroundings. A guttural, inhuman growl escapes its monstrous maw as it pulls itself free from the Rift’s grasp.

The moment its malevolent gaze falls upon me, I feel an overwhelming wave of dread wash over me. It’s as if a colossal, invisible hand has plunged deep into my chest, gripping my heart and squeezing it mercilessly. I gasp, the air caught in my throat, and my vision begins to blur.

But it’s not just my physical sensations that are under assault. With a shocking intensity, I sense something even more profound being ripped from me—my emotions. The creature’s presence seems to suck the very essence of my feelings, leaving me cold and empty like a hollowed-out shell.

Despair, fear, and sorrow flood my senses as I grapple with the sensation of losing my own mind. It’s as if my very soul is being devoured by this monstrous interloper from the Rift. My thoughts become a chaotic jumble, my emotions spiraling into a dark abyss.

I stumble backward, trying to put distance between myself and the insidious creature, but every step feels like an uphill battle. My limbs grow heavy, and my heart feels as though it’s been encased in ice. I struggle to hold on to my sanity, my very identity slipping away with each passing moment.

As the Rift monster continues to drain my emotions and sanity, I’m suddenly ripped away from the forest, from the present moment, and thrust deep into the darkest recesses of my memories. It’s a disorienting and terrifying experience, like being trapped in a waking nightmare.

I find myself reliving the most traumatic event of my life – the car crash that killed my parents and left me an orphan. It’s a memory I’ve spent years trying to bury, to forget, but now it resurfaces with a horrifying clarity.

I’m back in the car, the sound of tires screeching and metal crunching deafening in my ears. My parents’ voices are filled with terror, and I can see the panic in their eyes as they try to regain control of the vehicle. But it’s too late. The collision is inevitable.

The world outside the car blurs into a chaotic whirlwind of noise and motion. Glass shatters, and the world turns upside down. I feel the impact, the crushing force that pins me in my seat, and the overwhelming sense of helplessness.

I’m jolted back to that fateful moment, trapped in the wreckage, surrounded by twisted metal and shattered glass. The smell of gasoline and the acrid scent of smoke fills my nostrils, making me gag. My parents lie motionless, their lifeless eyes staring into nothingness.

Tears well up in my eyes, but I can’t cry. I can’t feel anything. The Rift has stolen my emotions, but the memories are as vivid as ever. I scream for help, but my voice is lost in the desolation of the crash site.

As I relive this traumatic memory, I’m paralyzed by the overwhelming grief and guilt that have haunted me for years. I was just a child when it happened, unable to save my parents or myself. The burden of that loss has shaped me and made me into the person I am today—someone who has dedicated their life to understanding and combating the Rift.

But now, in the grip of the monstrous creature, I’m forced to confront the raw pain of that past tragedy. It threatens to consume me, to drown me in a sea of despair. I fight to maintain a grip on my sanity, to remind myself that I’m not alone in this battle.

The memory holds me in its cruel embrace, but I know I must break free. The present and the future hang in the balance, and I can’t afford to lose myself to the darkness of my past. I can’t let that claim me like it almost did at the time it happened. It was my best friend who hoped to keep me upright.

“Lars.” It’s an echoey voice, but I can hear it, which is nice. But I can’t see who the voice belongs to yet, and that is really frustrating. I’m trapped between dimensions. “Lars!”

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