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Eventually, he sat up and announced to me that he couldn’t last much longer, so I needed to come for him again.
My cock crested and spurted for him, obediently, when he asked me to, and it felt fucking awesome, even if it kind of freaked me out. Well, I was more freaked out by how not freaked out I was, actually. I knew I should be freaked out, but I was actually really in a world of sweet bliss as he slowed and thrust deeply inside me and filled my ass full of his come.
In the wake of it, we clutched each other and kissed, and he rubbed my semen into both my skin and his skin. Then he tasted it and told me that I tasted like I belonged to him, and I rubbed into him when he said that, because I wanted to belong. And I wanted to be his.
Tears formed in my eyes, and I was embarrassed.
He tasted them, too. “It’s okay, Sinclair. I don’t get this or understand this, but our alphas get it, don’t they? It’s right for you to submit to me, and it’s right for me to master you. We’re perfectly happy, aren’t we?”
I nodded, sniffling.
“Why are you crying? Are you scared?”
I shook my head. “No, it feels good,” I said in a shaky voice. “It feels like… coming home.”
“Yeah, for me, too,” he said into my temple. “Just relax, baby. I’ve got you, okay?”
He was going to be knotted inside me for at least twenty more minutes, anyway, so if I wanted to get away, I couldn’t. But the thing was, I didn’t want to get away, not at all, not ever.
20
maguire
I SHOWED UP for my shift and took my place in the hallway, thinking that today would be different than the other days. Usually, Devlin would appear about an hour into my shift and pull me into Eleri’s room, and then there would be hours of sex.
I wasn’t entirely sure what would happen if people found out I was fucking on the clock like that. I hoped that, even if I got fired, I was going to have some place in these people’s lives, because there had been some blanket acceptance that I was part of this pack. I felt like I was part of the pack, but I also wasn’t sure that anything could be certain at this point.
I tried not to think about it.
As a bodyguard, especially for the royals, I often spent a lot of time standing in one place with nothing to keep me company except my thoughts. It was a skill, actually, one that meant I had to be constantly on alert for danger, but also outwardly relaxed, not tense or exerting anxious effort. I needed to be ready if something happened, but most of the time, nothing did.
I was good at keeping myself from getting bored by playing little games in my head that didn’t keep me from paying attention to my surroundings. I’d usually start by cataloging everything in my surroundings that were a certain color. I’d sort all the blue things, keeping a count in my head, and then move on to the green things, and then the yellow things. If I got bored with that, I’d start putting things in alphabetical order or try to remember how many blue things there were—recount to make sure I had it right, that kind of thing. It was best to make sure I was paying attention to my environment. Making little challenges for myself kept me sharp.
This hallway was particularly challenging because it was bland, and there wasn’t much to look at. Additionally, I was here, in this same spot, every night, so I knew everything in sight. I’d run out of games to play out here a while ago.
I settled in for a night of crushing boredom.
And then, right on cue, Devlin appeared. He was wearing sweatpants and a tight little tank top that made me knot up for him. It was weird. I’d never been attracted to men before these guys, and you’d think that experiencing that attraction would be a little disconcerting but Devlin was too hot for me to care about it. When I looked at him, all I could think was that anyone would get an erection from looking at him, and if they didn’t, something was wrong with them.
I’d still never had his cock in my ass or anything. I’d sucked on him a few times, but only as a warm-up, as foreplay. He wanted every single one of his orgasms to be inside Eleri’s pussy, basically, and he wasn’t interested in coming anywhere else. So, I’d fucked him, but he’d never fucked me.
And my initial impression of gay sex had been to assume that the guy who was doing the penetration was sort of ‘in charge’ of the other guy or something? This was my dumb straight-guy thought about it, I guess, which probably had some roots in reality, I guessed. There was sometimes when male-on-male sex was about dominance, and there was dominance within my relationship with Devlin.
It was just that Devlin was way too alpha to ever be anything other than in charge, and I liked it that way. I couldn’t explain how I was still submitting to him when I was putting my cock inside him, but I was.
“Hey,” said Devlin, grinning at me. “Your scent changed when you saw me.”
I shifted on my feet, a little embarrassed. “That tank top of yours isn’t playing fair.”
He looked down at himself, grinning wider. “So, you like what you see?”
“You know I do,” I said with a laugh.
He moved in closer to me, so that there wasn’t much more than a few inches between us.
My lips parted, and I felt turned on and yielding, the way I always did around him. My cock got decisively harder.
“You like me?” he whispered.
