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“Relax, baby,” I cooed, stroking my free hand along his back until I felt the tension leave his body, allowing me to begin dragging my finger in and out of his channel.
“Sorry, it’s just… been a while,” he gritted out.
Why did that knowledge make me giddy with happiness?
When he was ready, I added a second finger and crooked them in search of his prostate. Colt released a long moan when I found my target, squirming in my grip.
“Please,” he panted. “Please Gray. I need…”
“I know what you need, baby,” I assured him as I continued to stroke his sweet spot, eliciting moans of pleasure from Colt. Twisting and scissoring my fingers, I worked him until I was pulling three fingers out of his stretched hole.
Then, my brain finally caught up to my urges, and the absurdity of the situation hit me. Only now did it occur to me how unprepared I was. Everything came to a screeching halt.
“Shit.”
Colt immediately froze as well, his eyes meeting mine with what I swore was a hint of fear. Whether he was scared I was about to call off the whole thing or about to go through with something we wouldn’t be able to take back, I had no idea. I also had no idea which would be worse
Before he could say anything, I clarified the problem. “Please, please tell me you have a condom,” I begged, my desperation clear.
His eyes softened before the corner of his mouth turned down in dismay. Then, quietly, he asked, “No, I don’t, but are we going to need one?”
At first, I didn’t understand. I thought it was pretty clear where this was heading. Had he not wanted me to fuck him?
“I thought we did, but if you don’t want me inside you, that’s okay. I don’t want to pressure you,” I answered him, trying to keep the disappointment out of my voice.
“That isn’t what I meant, Gray,” Colt said softly. “I meant, there isn’t any reason you would have to worry about protection with me. So my question is, do I have anything to worry about?”
Damn. Was he telling me what I thought he was telling me? He probably just meant that he got tested regularly, but the possessive part of me that I thought didn’t exist anymore preened at the thought there wasn’t anyone in his life right now. Sure, he could be lying, but I knew without a doubt Colt wouldn’t lie to me. At least, not about that.
“I’m clean, if that’s what you’re asking. It’s been a long time, hence the lack of condoms.”
The predatory grin returned. “Good,” he said. I don’t think I’d ever heard him sound so smug.
Without preamble, he picked up the discarded bottle of lube and dribbled a decent amount straight onto my cock. I jerked at the coldness, but before I could adjust to it, Colt had already spread it over my length and sat down on it.
No warning, no easing into it. No, he straight up just sat on it, taking the whole thing in one smooth motion. He grunted at the effort and stilled, breathing heavily. After a few moments without moving, I noticed he was shaking.
“Hey, you okay?” I whispered, smoothing away the hair that had stuck to his forehead with sweat.
“Y-Yeah. I just forgot what it felt like. I’m so.. Full,” he whispered reverently.
“Take your time baby. Just relax and let me hold you.”
“I need you to kiss me,” he pleaded.
I obliged, capturing his lips once more. Sensing he needed me to take control, I was rougher this time, clashing our tongues together and licking inside his mouth. I even bit down on his full bottom lip, hoping it would swell so that there would be some evidence left on his body after he inevitably left me again.
He moaned loudly, leaning into the kiss until he was giving as much as he got. His hips started moving on their own accord, riding me with an urgency that matched my own desire. Soon, he bounced on my cock like a damn pornstar, his movements synchronized with the rhythm of our passion, and he let loose a soundtrack of pleasure to match. I’d never heard such sweet noises, not even from him, and I had to fight the urge to roll us over and fuck up into him like a mad man.
I could see Colt coming apart at the seams. His perfect skin glistened from the exertion, and he was flushed halfway down his chest. When he switched to grinding his thin cock against my stomach, the angry purple head visible between our bodies, I had to clench my jaw to stop myself from unloading.
Needing to make sure he finished before me, I reached down and wrapped my fist around him, jerking him in time with his thrusts. His breathless gasp coincided with his clenching around my cock like a vice, warm liquid splashing against my chest.
It was all the permission I needed, and it only took two more thrusts before I came deep inside his body. My heart hummed at the thought of him walking away with a part of him still in him.
Colt collapsed against me, panting like he’d run a marathon. Which was fair, considering he had done almost all of the work. I managed to roll us onto our sides, my half-hard cock still nestled in his heat.
The last thing I remembered before closing my eyes was the overwhelming feeling of wholeness I hadn’t experienced in over seven years. And if a few stray tears slipped from the corners of my eyes, I was going to pretend that never happened.
