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I stare into his eyes and try to figure out what I see there. The physical attraction between us has never been in question, but he was right before; I do want him to care. I don’t know what I hate more—how badly I want it or that I can’t have it. “I think any warm body would make you hard, Ace.”
A growl tumbles from his lips.
Romeo bounds into the room and laughs when he sees us.
Ace presses his lips against my ear. “And there’s my favorite warm body right now.” He jumps off the bed before I can blink. Like a damn fool, I miss his warmth and want to cry at the loss of his touch.
Pushing Romeo back against the wall, he seals their lips together and takes him with a bruising, hungry kiss. Ace’s hands fist in the collar of Romeo’s jacket and roughly yank it down his arms. “On your fucking knees.”
Romeo grins wickedly and does as he’s told. “You joining us, Fuck-up?”
“Nah. She’s too good for us, isn’t that right?” Ace throws me a look of disdain over his shoulder. Goddamn fucking asshole.
“Shame.” Romeo unzips Ace’s jeans and frees his thick cock. I can’t see what happens next, but from the sounds they make, I can picture his sinful lips wrapped around Ace’s shaft.
I curse under my breath. If I wasn’t so goddamn stubborn, I could be joining them right now, or at least watching with a front-row seat instead of only being able to see Ace’s back.
“Motherfucker,” Ace grunts as his hips rock forward. “Stop.” Romeo’s hands grip Ace’s ass. “I said stop!”
The next sound I hear from Romeo is a devious chuckle, so I figure he must have done as he was asked. “I want to fuck you.” Ace jerks his head toward the bathroom. “Shower.”
Romeo stands and shoots me a quick look of concern, or maybe it’s pity, but Ace is already crowding him toward the bathroom. A few moments later, the shower’s running and I’m forced to endure the sound of them fucking. I throw the pillow over my head and wait for them to finish, heat and desire snaking through my core with each second spent listening to their grunts and groans.
The shower cuts off. I close my eyes and feign sleep as they climb into bed beside me.
“You take my cock so fucking well, pup,” Ace says quietly.
Romeo chuckles. “That’s because I love your cock.”
“I love you.” They kiss, and I can feel the heat from their bodies although they don’t touch me. Only after their soft murmurs cut off and I’m sure they’re both asleep do I turn over and look at them. Romeo is facing me, his mouth open and his snores barely audible. The soft sound in the otherwise quiet room comforts me. Ace has one thick arm banded around Romeo’s torso and his usually tense brow is relaxed and unlined for once.
Jealousy gnaws at me. I hate that I want what they have. And I want to have it with them. To be cocooned between their hard bodies, and not just because fucking me makes them feel good for a while. I want them to want me not only for the sex, but because they can’t imagine a life without me in it.
Turning over to face the wall, I swipe away my tears. There’s no future like that for me. Especially not with them.
Chapter
Forty
ROMEO
Ifind Keres sitting against the brick wall outside the motel room, staring into space. “Hey Fuck-up, where’s Ace?”
“Gone for breakfast,” she says without looking at me.
I sit down beside her and nudge her knee with mine. “Wanna talk about it?”
A tear runs down her cheek and she swats it away. “She was a good person, you know?”
“Your mom?”
She sniffs. “Phoenix.”
I pick up a stray leaf and tear it into pieces.
“She was just messed up. She couldn’t get past what he… what those monsters did to her.”
I stay silent, my thoughts drifting to my own demons and how hard they were to conquer. I never really let them go until I found Ace. Never had a single problem getting pussy or ass whenever I wanted it, but I was never good enough to keep around for a relationship. People couldn’t handle me for more than a few hours at a time. Until Ace. I’ve never felt so free to be myself as I am with him. And I’ll kneel at his feet for the rest of my fucking days if he asked me to.
