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Chapter One: Penny

I want him inside me.

That singular thought shouted down all else.

My eyes found him before the hostess could even lean in and ask me what my secret was, or give me an incredulous once over. Xander Wade was the kind of man that stood out in a room; everything else went hazy and became immediately insignificant. You found yourself drawn to him, like he was a fantasy come to life. He was devastating perfection made into flesh and bone.

He was out of his usual sleek and professional attire, looking almost mortal in a t-shirt that clung to his muscular frame. I spotted a black jacket draped around the back of the chair and I couldn't help but sigh with relief, momentarily distracted from salivating. He wasn't one of those San Franciscans that wore short sleeves come hell or high water.

But that was fleeting because his delicious flesh still demanded attention. His golden brown skin gave me no choice but to embrace the throbbing between my thighs. His muscles reminded me of waves crashing into the shore. I'd never considered that image sexual, but suddenly my pulse quickened as the frothy, warm waves rushed to meet the sand.

His body commanded my eyes to feast, to imagine what it would be like to strip off his v-neck shirt. His face was masked, his attention on the phone in his hands, but even his dark hair made me bite my lip. It was a little wilder than usual, with the glisten and ease of a recent shower. Perspiration beaded at my temple as I pictured his hands pressed against the wall while the water pounded his skin. A few hours ago I was haunted by him while I stood beneath the stream of water. Did he think about me? Did he long to kiss my lips?

He glanced up just as the heat in my cheeks matched the warm, intoxicating ache that was making walking a chore. There was only one remedy: him.

His smile made my heart flutter to my throat. I must have been standing there with the dumbest look ever plastered on my face because his eyebrow twitched upward, then his eyes flicked to my right. I didn't trust my fingers to clutch anything just yet so I didn't reach for the chair, following his inquisitive gaze instead. I'd completely forgotten about the hostess, and it was clear from the way her eyes were glued to my boyfriend that she'd forgotten about me too.

My boyfriend.

A rush of jealousy swept through me. It almost made me rush forward to plant a kiss on him that would leave no doubt that he was taken, but reality was just as devastating. My boyfriend...for now.

I gripped my chair, my fingers finally working. My brain was too, and with it, all the events that led me to the table in this fancy restaurant in the first place. I'd met Xander Wade at The Red Door Club, a sex club in the city. Ironically, we hadn't done the deed. He listened to me blabber on about my family, then I learned he had his own mega family drama. The cherry on top of a truly bizarre night was when he made a unique proposition-be his girlfriend for a month. I'd have a date for my sister's impending wedding, meet his parents, and walk away with $20k.

Easy money, right? Considering my teacher's salary, it was damn near close to winning the lottery. But we'd kissed. And then we kissed again. And then the winery happened, and I saw how vulnerable he was beneath the charade of the super confident, charismatic businessman without a care in the world. At the winery beneath the warm sun, he’d used his mouth to draw me to an ecstasy that still made me tremble with delight. That's when I knew it was happening, the very thing that would make this house of cards come tumbling down.

I was falling for him.

Even now, as he rose with a mischievous smile lighting up his handsome face, I knew I was a goner. I was falling harder with every second that ticked by.

He rounded the table and my confusion was replaced by 'omfg!' as he wrapped me in his arms, dipped me backward like we were in some romantic movie, and kissed me like his very life depended on it.

My eyes were open at first, shock holding me hostage. When did this become my life? And why is everything around us suddenly quiet, like the entire restaurant simultaneously turned to watch the spectacle?

And then I just let go.

Let them watch. Let them wonder. Let them ache for a love like ours where two people didn't care whether they were in their bedroom, or in the middle of Times Square.

I ran my fingers through his sexy brown locks. Yanking him closer. Swallowing the moan of surprise that fell from his lips. I ran my tongue around his like I couldn't get enough of him. I sank my teeth into his bottom lip like when we got home, it was on.

I felt like I could pass out from sheer exhaustion of our kiss. Our chemistry turned everything into butterflies and quaking knees.

I went slack, but he held me tight, his lips caressing mine. My eyes fluttered open as the world slowly blinked back into existence. His eyes were still closed, like he didn't want to leave the embrace of my lips. Not yet.

The hostess cleared her throat and I gave him a 'ahem' peck. He finally opened his eyes. The green irises swirled with a happiness that made me feel like I'd never touch solid ground again.

“Hi Penny,” he breathed lustily.

I extricated myself, trying to pretend I didn't notice the other patron's eyes on us, combining with the hostess’, who was definitely killing me very slowly with her gaze. “H-hi Xander.”

The hostess held my menu between her pointer and thumb like she could barely stand to touch something that was about to touch me. If she had used the hand on her hip to plug her nose, there'd be no mistaking her complete and utter disgust. “Your waiter will be right over.”

I offered her an undeserved smile, fighting the urge to grab Xander's ass or kiss him on the cheek, just to rub her nose in it a little. “Thanks!”

She sulked back to the front of the restaurant and embarrassment returned to my cheeks with undeniable force when I realized that he wasn't taking one last look at her. He wasn't committing her to memory so he could conjure up the curves of her ass on demand. Those devastating green eyes were devouring me.

His lips curved into a smile that told me he was still thinking about that kiss—and plotting the next one.

I was smiling, almost forgetting my sister's little visit a few hours ago. Why couldn't I shake this feeling of being safe with him when all roads pointed to heartbreak?

He smiled that disarming smile and pulled out my chair like the perfect gentleman. Cheeks still blazing, I moved to sit, letting out a yelp when he pinched my ass.

“Xander!” I hissed, firing him a look. His grin just broadened because embarrassed or not, my eyes gave me away. If he slipped his hands inside my panties, other parts of me would confirm the wet, delighted truth. I loved his boldness. I loved that he claimed what he wanted and didn’t apologize for it. I even loved the way the word ‘love’ bloomed in my head. The single syllable word was something beautiful and terrifying.

That word got you in trouble before, remember? Be afraid of that word. Be very afraid.

Xander strode back to his seat, giving me a mouth-watering view of how delicious and squeezable his ass was.

He reached for the wine list. “I ordered a Perrier to start-”

Before he got the rest out, I’d already swiped the bottle, downing the fizzy water. When I finished, a burp rose in my throat and blasted from my lips in a decidedly un-sexy manner.

If my cheeks got any hotter, my shame would melt my freaking face. “Excuse me.” I had to force my eyes upward, expecting him to be waving for the check, but he didn’t look remotely disgusted. In fact, I saw concern in the way his brow furrowed and the playfulness in his eyes dimmed.

“Is everything okay?”

Dread writhed in the pit of my stomach. It was easy to forget why I’d asked him to meet me for lunch; heck, easy to forget my shame when he kissed me like he cared about nothing else but my lips, but now the other stuff was back with a vengeance. I cleared my throat and got on with it.

“I got your flowers.” My lips twitched into a smile. “They were beautiful.” The sea of red, the letter, and my sister’s face screamed into view, tearing me from the pages of the romance novel that my life had become. Her warning dumped me into the painful grip of reality. If you stay with Xander Wade, he’ll break your heart. “But they were a bad idea.”

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